Transition

Today, I re-arranged my blogger. I just realized that this blog has been with me for so long now and giving it up would really be a bad option. Besides, I really need to preserve my writing skills since ever since I went out of the Philippines, my English has gradually been deteriorating to some extent.

The title was placed as such primarily because I believe that I am in a transition phase. Yes, figures wise, my numerical age does not stop from increasing every year but experience wise, I think, I am also gaining a lot. I once said that if I have the chance, I will be a person who is able to live her life to the fullest. I believe I am getting there.

I really feel happy with the wonderful opportunities I am receiving right now and as a famous saying says, I just want to enjoy the days as they pass by. I just hope that life will get better and better each day.

To God be the glory!

i am grateful

for so many things that are happening in my life right now, the least thing that i should do is to sulk in a corner and feel that things aren't going my way.

yes there are lots of things to complain about.
("the weather is too hot." tops the list.)
but there are also so many things that can make me smile if only i will allow them too.

consider life as a blessing and indeed, it will be a blessing. smile and goodness from all around will flow to you a hundredfold. proclaim life as a gift and everything will be easier. put God in your heart and happiness is just around the corner.

Thank You Lord. <3 happy :) think happy :)

sudden gush of ideas

yes, this is the last day of the year 2010 and right now, looking at the right side of my blog, i realize how long i've been here... how long i've kept this site and made it as a friend.

2010 has been a very nice year for me and i thank God for all the good things and good people that and who have occurred into my life. 2011 is a great year as well and i am praying and hoping for the best and for God's will.

many things will happen and i am excited to open the gifts that God has in store for me.

since i have placed the title as such, i believe that i should begin the flow of these thoughts that are in my head.

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i will blog more often.

this has always been the case. but of course, i don't always have the time to do it. or perhaps just the mere willingness to type in the things that i am thinking. first is maybe it's because i am sometimes afraid that people (if ever there are actually people still visiting this...) would judge me based on whatever i will write around here. let's admit it. or rather i admit it. i always feel the urge to blog when i feel something negative or to plainly say it, when i am sad... and since i always remember what my eee13 teacher told us before, "Why would you give other people the reason to mock you?" i don't blog. i simply let the feeling pass away because i know, sooner or later, it will fade away.

when i am happy, i am just too 'tamad' to blog that's why my entries are so incomplete. haha. lame excuse.

i've been planning to change the layout of this site but i guess i still don't have much time.

i'll get there.

i specially need to change my picture here.

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you should not do things half-heartedly.
why?
because it's even more difficult to succeed.
and by pushing yourself to do things which you don't really like in the first place, you lose your self value. and that's not good.

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confidence.

i have always wanted myself to be much girly. in the sense that i can wear girly clothes.
i envy girls who can walk around wearing cute dresses because i don't wear those types of clothes. i can wear them but i don't. what's the problem?

me. and my confidence level.

whoever said that even a little confidence goes a long way must be so right.

i have confidence. but i don't have that kind of confidence. yet.

let's see.

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death.

death is sad. and seeing the people who are close to you... actual people in your life lose someone special is just heartbreaking.

may you all rest in peace.

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God.

having the opportunity to serve God in your youth should be a very good advantage.

i am getting older and i am little by little, consuming the days of my youth.

i should serve God. now.

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today (December 31) is one of the busiest days in our home.
it's New Year's Eve and it's also the birthday of my Lola! :D

it has been a tradition especially before when our Lola was still living with us that we cook food and have a noisy and happy house. Parang reunion sa Mother's side. :)

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so there, i just hope for everyone's safety,
nakakangawit yung pwesto ko habang nagbblog.

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i am re-reading The Alchemist right now.

Good Years ahead! :)

Love,
Clarence

MERRY CHRISTMAS :D

today, our family celebrated Christmas in a quite different way.
we went to the Mall. :)) it's an ordinary activity on an ordinary day but we don't usually do it on Christmas because we don't like being in the crowd...
but i guess we (the children) are really getting older that's why we want something different from the usual activities that we were having before.

p.s. i am not really in the mood for blogging but i just want to blog because it is Christmas! hehe :D

ANOD update. nagets ko na SPI :D haha! :))


GOD BLESS us.

bukas, balik thesis mode after mapahinga for two days!
AJA :)

:)

sooper sarap ng tulog ko!!! FTW talaga!! from about 12am to 2pm :)
hahaha halatang pagod na pagod ako.

pero at least tapos ng yun GET LICENSED! :D
Thank you Lord dahil naging maayos po lahat :)

ngayon, back to ACAD life na po. hehehe :D


ngayon, miss you like crazy or movie?

hm, xax Lord please help me dun sa exam. sa lahat pa po ng exams na darating, ngayong acad life na po talaga ulit.

anyway, sooper happy para sa Get Licensed!!!!!!!!!!! :D

tas we had an afterparty sa eastwood, haha. kain lang naman. hugged and been hugged by some people na included sa event kasi it feels so liberating na tapos na siya. sayang lang di naghug yung 2 controversial na Stering comm. haha kala ko pa naman peace na sila. anyway. post marketing work na lang! hahahahh!!!!! hm, and wala lang happy. Lord, i believe that you are so great that you helped us all the way! :) thank you. tas ayu, sumabay kami kay sir marc pauwi. tas ayun, pagod na pagod pero worth it. heheeh :D

again i'm tempted to know on how your day went. but then again, i know that things aren't the same. changed ym group settings too... and yes, everything shall change now. yet..i had a dream bout you and me. are dreams' opposites meant to happen anyway? cause i dreamed of us being together again. silly or not? i have no idea. as of now, i just feel nice that i had my share of rest.

Vday.

this day made me realize how last year was so so so so so so extremely so different from this year. point well taken i guess. ^^,

hm, i watched Percy Jackson with Jeff today. i enjoyed it primarily because i enjoy Greek Mythology :D i always forget who the gods are but i love their story. hahahaah. wala lang.

i and my family had our picture taken at the studio today. it was nice. matagal na rin yung last fam pic namin. obvious na obvious yung differences sa itsura lalo na dun sa 2 kong kapatid na lalaki. jeff's starting to have small pimples already. hahaha. i love his skin dati kasi suuuper as in mega kinis but babalik din naman yun i guess :) as for me, i think i became prettier!! hurray! hahaah. fighting spirit <3 hm, all in all i think, Vday was fun. i spent it with family and it was nice.

hm. i'm really trying to drive away sad thoughts at this moment because i can not find it in my heart to feel sad. i am happy. really. hahaah but honestly, i'm quite tempted to ask on how his day went. masochist me, hello?. =p nah. things are so different now. and honestly, my fave pic of ours was taken on feb13. nah nah nah nah nah. tama na to. hahahaahah.

masaya ako ngayon. dahil sa magagandang bagay na meron sa buhay. ayown :D hehe :0

last night, i was thinking if i should open my heart. si God na bahala. but this time, i must take things in a better way. better than last time. though sa tingin ko naman, maganda naman pagkahandle ko last time ah? haha LOL.

i'm eating cake while typing this blog entry.
I JUST LOVE FOOD.

food, you're my valentine.
i love you food.

oh noes.
GLUTTONY. @.@
haahhahaah kidding aside, don't you just love food?? :P

hm, ece 113 line up for the night!

God bless you Lence :D

Rakestra

i attended the fair last night.
wala pa rin ako tulog since i left edson's place pero ayun, keri lang?
masaya naman.
pero antok na antok pa rin ako.
hahhaahh!
this is not good for my skin, yung pagpupuyat :P

i have so many acads works to do pala :))
pero ayun, God blesses me :D

may John Mayer concert sa May15!
dapat mapanood ko yun. as in. wala lang :D hahahha.
i love JOhn Mayer! :)


hm......
Valentine's Day bukas.
tapos na. ayun.


honestly, i'm not yet prepared to re-open my heart to anyone.
i know i can miss out on certain people who can be willing to let me see that love is always worth a try..... i don't know. i let God lead my life. it feels that there are right people in the wrong time or maybe i am in the wrong phase of my life. or i am not sure. i need to be in control. hahaahahaah. basta. it's just that as of now, i don't want to feel a romantic inclination towards anyone. kasi choice ko yun. i don't want to be unfair to anyone and ayun. ewan. hahaha. nagfeefeeling lang ako na meron akong lovelife. hahahhaha :)) kasi Vday na bukas. :))


who would have thought that i'll end up like this on Vday. well,i'm choosing to not celebrate it with anyone naman. i think. LOL. hahah :))

pero honestly, i am happy.
and i thank God for this happiness =)

recently, yung mga meetings namin sa Yu Sung foundation ay incorporated dun sa Catholic Life Series ng Catholic Youth in Action :) sooper like ko yung evwnt kasi i feel God and i learn a lot and i am reminded of a lot of things :D tas we get to be a member din after! YEY :D

i thank God for everything right now.
i feel that my life is again in order and it's all because of HIM :)


right now, i just need to sustain this positive feeling and do my tasks.
as of this moment or night. i need to do my
--ece 113 lab dp
--ece 113 labrep
--ece 117 signal conditioning circuit
--GL tasks.

p.s. i want to download all the sings of Silent Sanctuary :D cool eh. hahaha. :P

welcome back Lence! :)

isn't it refreshing? :D

it has been ages since i last posted in this account. so many things have already changed and occurred but one thing is for sure, i'm now more excited for life.

recently, i just had my own share of ups and downs but i guess, i need to be back on track and do stuffs that can make me grow as a person :D

now that i am 20, i plan to be more matured, more responsible, more organized, more efficient, more relaxed and more focused and of course, more beautiful inside and out :D NAKS.

i have so many things to accomplish and i also want my relationship with God to grow more.

i guess i just have to do things and be happy.

and for once, start being optimistic :)

p.s. i love the new look of my blogger!!!!! =D