is the beginning of my putting tags to all of my blog entries anywhere!
they serve to be useful :)
i'm excited for my blogger.
perhaps i shall be writing stuffs again :P
and talk to this piece of web page :D
do some stuffs now ;)
i want to enjoy my life
yes i do want to enjoy it.
duh.
who doesn't want to right?
it seems that i am once again contained in a box.
a box whose bounds are invisible, so i have no idea where they end.
but i know that i can remove myself from this box.
i always criticize myself for not being able to to anything... sometimes i feel sad because it seems to me that my life lacks excitement. that i am just always at home. that i don't know a lot of stuffs. that i need to exert much effort for me to really arrive at something. that i am not particularly good at anything. that i don't have a hobby--> and this sucks. i don't know. do i really need to try that hard?
before, i was trying to deny these kinds of things. saying that i do have a hobby and that is reading. but how can i still say that when i haven't finished a novel since summer classes started? i find it quite frustrating that i get bored at stuffs in which people find enjoyment. i am bored by games. yeah. like computer games. or maybe i just don't have the resources to play games? nah. i don't watch anime or fantacize over those korean dramas. i am not a basketball fan. im not an avid fan of anything. do i even express myself? do i even have the time or capability to do anything besides studying? hahahaha. loser much? anyway. i'm just ranting.
my friend told me before that he was just trying hard. that's why he appears to be jack of all trades. but me? i don't know.
while i'm writing this, i feel that i am sinning against the splendor that God has bestowed on me. yeah, He blesses me much and perhaps it's just me that thinks this way of myself. perhaps, each person is just endowed with his or her own kind of thing and as for now, this is my thing..... but the whole point is that i am already feeling sad because i want to accomplish more. i want to be more active. to be happier by being able to do things and enjoy this life to the fullest.
okay. dramas aside okay.
maybe i need to shrug my drama.
maybe that's the reason why i don't have a hobby.
hhahahaha :))
yes yes.
i can still be in control
and i can still change.
if i want to.
i can still be happier.
being happy. God gives me a lot of reason to be happy and i need to just realize my full potential :)
we're all capable! if we'll work for it.
i want to be capable.
i don't want to be a weakling.
i don't want to be a loser, well,no one is! God makes us all winners if we grab our chances for victory!
so much for negativities :P
i do want to be happier.
i do want to be active.
i do want to earn money.
i do want to learn a lot of things.
i do want to acquire more skills.
i do want to be more talented.
i do want to serve God.
i do want to be a better person.
God, please help me!?
please. :)
>>if you really want something, the whole universe will conspire with you.-Paulo Coelho
and i really want those "i do want to..." things.
therefore, the totality of universe will conspire with me :)
lence. gumalaw ka na. :)
duh.
who doesn't want to right?
it seems that i am once again contained in a box.
a box whose bounds are invisible, so i have no idea where they end.
but i know that i can remove myself from this box.
i always criticize myself for not being able to to anything... sometimes i feel sad because it seems to me that my life lacks excitement. that i am just always at home. that i don't know a lot of stuffs. that i need to exert much effort for me to really arrive at something. that i am not particularly good at anything. that i don't have a hobby--> and this sucks. i don't know. do i really need to try that hard?
before, i was trying to deny these kinds of things. saying that i do have a hobby and that is reading. but how can i still say that when i haven't finished a novel since summer classes started? i find it quite frustrating that i get bored at stuffs in which people find enjoyment. i am bored by games. yeah. like computer games. or maybe i just don't have the resources to play games? nah. i don't watch anime or fantacize over those korean dramas. i am not a basketball fan. im not an avid fan of anything. do i even express myself? do i even have the time or capability to do anything besides studying? hahahaha. loser much? anyway. i'm just ranting.
my friend told me before that he was just trying hard. that's why he appears to be jack of all trades. but me? i don't know.
while i'm writing this, i feel that i am sinning against the splendor that God has bestowed on me. yeah, He blesses me much and perhaps it's just me that thinks this way of myself. perhaps, each person is just endowed with his or her own kind of thing and as for now, this is my thing..... but the whole point is that i am already feeling sad because i want to accomplish more. i want to be more active. to be happier by being able to do things and enjoy this life to the fullest.
okay. dramas aside okay.
maybe i need to shrug my drama.
maybe that's the reason why i don't have a hobby.
hhahahaha :))
yes yes.
i can still be in control
and i can still change.
if i want to.
i can still be happier.
being happy. God gives me a lot of reason to be happy and i need to just realize my full potential :)
we're all capable! if we'll work for it.
i want to be capable.
i don't want to be a weakling.
i don't want to be a loser, well,no one is! God makes us all winners if we grab our chances for victory!
so much for negativities :P
i do want to be happier.
i do want to be active.
i do want to earn money.
i do want to learn a lot of things.
i do want to acquire more skills.
i do want to be more talented.
i do want to serve God.
i do want to be a better person.
God, please help me!?
please. :)
>>if you really want something, the whole universe will conspire with you.-Paulo Coelho
and i really want those "i do want to..." things.
therefore, the totality of universe will conspire with me :)
lence. gumalaw ka na. :)
why don't you simply change it?
it's the truth anyway.
don't you realize that it makes me sad to see that page of yours with that thing sprawled on the upper page especially because i changed mine?
i'm not sure.
don't you realize that it makes me sad to see that page of yours with that thing sprawled on the upper page especially because i changed mine?
i'm not sure.
it's been ages
yes it's been ages.
and yes i've been busy.
and yes, theres are so many things that have changed since the last time i faced this same screen.
i guess change never changes--it still always changes. okay so much for the humor.
looking back, i wonder if the 'me' before is still the same 'me'.......
most part of me say that yes, i still am! i know that for the majority, i am still the old brand new me as i used to refer to before.
anyway.
what prompted me to enliven this piece of site again?
perhaps it's the solitude. the desolate sphere of clouds covering me tonight.... but i know, they are much less than the ones i have experienced in the past days.
but still, i don't know. there is somehow a unique point or idea about today which of course i won't blog here.
although honestly, i think of reviving this thing here.
because i know that no one or perhaps a very few will read it because primarily, no one is interested with my life or my thoughts or i don't know. hahaha. so much for drama.
basically, this thing does not announce itself. and that's good.
i can write my thoughts in here again and get the seclusion and isolation.
perhaps i can revamp the whole layout and colors and appearance too!
i'm too busy these days.
God is good, always.--> this thing is the one that keeps me alive.
the prevailing thought tonight?
"i'm not perfect. i'm childish at times. and i'm ranting about things. those may be not too good qualities but i guess, they still make me, 'me'."
BLOGGER, i missed you! :)
but i am now returning into your hands. hahaha joke.
i am now again opening up myself to this page without the fear of prejudice because i just know, no one comes across this page anymore......
and i'm choosing to be merry.
and yes i've been busy.
and yes, theres are so many things that have changed since the last time i faced this same screen.
i guess change never changes--it still always changes. okay so much for the humor.
looking back, i wonder if the 'me' before is still the same 'me'.......
most part of me say that yes, i still am! i know that for the majority, i am still the old brand new me as i used to refer to before.
anyway.
what prompted me to enliven this piece of site again?
perhaps it's the solitude. the desolate sphere of clouds covering me tonight.... but i know, they are much less than the ones i have experienced in the past days.
but still, i don't know. there is somehow a unique point or idea about today which of course i won't blog here.
although honestly, i think of reviving this thing here.
because i know that no one or perhaps a very few will read it because primarily, no one is interested with my life or my thoughts or i don't know. hahaha. so much for drama.
basically, this thing does not announce itself. and that's good.
i can write my thoughts in here again and get the seclusion and isolation.
perhaps i can revamp the whole layout and colors and appearance too!
i'm too busy these days.
God is good, always.--> this thing is the one that keeps me alive.
the prevailing thought tonight?
"i'm not perfect. i'm childish at times. and i'm ranting about things. those may be not too good qualities but i guess, they still make me, 'me'."
BLOGGER, i missed you! :)
but i am now returning into your hands. hahaha joke.
i am now again opening up myself to this page without the fear of prejudice because i just know, no one comes across this page anymore......
and i'm choosing to be merry.
twilight.newmoon.eclipse.
i started last week.i am not sure of the exact date but here i am...reading it even more.
i like it.oh.that's an understatement.i love it....
the bad factor is that i think, it affects me.
really.
i am having bad sleeping habits.
i can't seem to sleep.
when i close my eyes, it seems that Edward Cullen's voice is on my head or Isabella Swan's panic is all over me.
but still, i'll choose to read it.
i can't wait for the movie...
and oh!
for the Breaking Dawn too!
or the Midnight Sun if there will be such.
<3
i think, the story is complete.
from fantasy to love story to heartbreaks to break-ups to parental concerns to school problems.
wala lang.
natuwa lang ako..
i'm still not finished though.
nasa eclipse palang ako.
i just started kanina....
i wonder how i managed to stop to actually check my blogger.
YAY.
the author of those books is Stephenie Meyer.
and i only got an e-book copy thanks to ate debbie!
............wala yung book version talaga.awww.
but anyway, i am enjoying na rin,
sana ganun din yung mga mata ko...
it seems na mas naggain ako ng fats under my chin!
=))
hahhhaah
hilarious.
anyway....
twilight mode again.
Godbless :)
i like it.oh.that's an understatement.i love it....
the bad factor is that i think, it affects me.
really.
i am having bad sleeping habits.
i can't seem to sleep.
when i close my eyes, it seems that Edward Cullen's voice is on my head or Isabella Swan's panic is all over me.
but still, i'll choose to read it.
i can't wait for the movie...
and oh!
for the Breaking Dawn too!
or the Midnight Sun if there will be such.
<3
i think, the story is complete.
from fantasy to love story to heartbreaks to break-ups to parental concerns to school problems.
wala lang.
natuwa lang ako..
i'm still not finished though.
nasa eclipse palang ako.
i just started kanina....
i wonder how i managed to stop to actually check my blogger.
YAY.
the author of those books is Stephenie Meyer.
and i only got an e-book copy thanks to ate debbie!
............wala yung book version talaga.awww.
but anyway, i am enjoying na rin,
sana ganun din yung mga mata ko...
it seems na mas naggain ako ng fats under my chin!
=))
hahhhaah
hilarious.
anyway....
twilight mode again.
Godbless :)
buti na lang may nlex
yeh yeh!
kahapon nagpunta ako UP.
tas nung pauwi na ako ahm, hindi siya sa may Balinatawak dumaan.
marami raw kasi nanguhuhli sa mga colorum.
so nagMIndanao Ave kami...
tas labas ng Malinta Exit.
in short di siya nagnlex nuh...
hm, grabe kaya..
wala lang.
kaantok.
kahilo,
kaboring..
hahahha..
imagine, kung walang nlex?
nung nanggaling nga kami ng laguna,
nagbus ako mula megamall up to marilao :P
hm, walang trapik masyado so keri lang...
pero must love nlex pa rin <3
hahahaha :))
salamat sa gobyerno para sa nlex <3
hahaha :))
nanood ako kanina ng when love begins :P
kasama ko si mama :))
hm, hm, hm,
no comment :P
ang ganda ni anne curtis :D ayown.
kelangan ko na manood ng city of angels kasi tom na due yunf dvd na yun sa video city.
tsktsk.
kahapon nagpunta ako UP.
tas nung pauwi na ako ahm, hindi siya sa may Balinatawak dumaan.
marami raw kasi nanguhuhli sa mga colorum.
so nagMIndanao Ave kami...
tas labas ng Malinta Exit.
in short di siya nagnlex nuh...
hm, grabe kaya..
wala lang.
kaantok.
kahilo,
kaboring..
hahahha..
imagine, kung walang nlex?
nung nanggaling nga kami ng laguna,
nagbus ako mula megamall up to marilao :P
hm, walang trapik masyado so keri lang...
pero must love nlex pa rin <3
hahahaha :))
salamat sa gobyerno para sa nlex <3
hahaha :))
nanood ako kanina ng when love begins :P
kasama ko si mama :))
hm, hm, hm,
no comment :P
ang ganda ni anne curtis :D ayown.
kelangan ko na manood ng city of angels kasi tom na due yunf dvd na yun sa video city.
tsktsk.
how do i make a DAY a UNIQUE day? :)
in my multiply blog, i have posted there the fact that i am not taking summer classes in UP.
here, well, i am quite sorry my dear bloffer that it is just know that i am officially informing you that indeed, i was just home for the past month. :))
yeh, maybe this is the reason whu it is inda challenging for me to make my day a unique day.
hm, it just seems that each day passes by with the same intensity and well,,,, we're not going out of town yet. meron bang ganun? :)) hahahah... asa. pero malay natin.
hm, my usual routine..
wake up...upo...nood tv ng kaunti...hilamos....exercise kuno...nood ulit ng tv,hanggang boy and kris....tapos basa ng libro....tas croosstitch, o kung walang crossstitch basa...tas tv...tas meryenda...tas tv ulit... tas ayun. hahahah
naiiba lang pag nagiinternet ako o kaya may task for the day ako..
pero ang tasks for the day ko kasi ay tapusin yung isang libro, maginternet o kaya ay gumawa ng gantio :))
haha, so ayunh... challege na gawing kakaiba ang isang araw.. :P
pero masaya naman talaga magbakasyon.....at hindi ako nagrarant ah :D
nagshashare lang ahahahahaha :))
okie to answer my question...
i can make a day unique by making myself a better person as each day progresses.
i can make a day unique by doing another thing i did not do yesterday...
i can make a day unique by knowing a thing id id not know yesterday.
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the list goes on and on!
inspiring eh? :P
God bless!!
mwahuggs :P
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