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after turning 18

...i took examinations.

wah, sorry kalat. hm, nahihilo na ako. i lack sleep. total sleep! but i choose to write on this blog.
it's been a while. siguro bukas na ako babalik at bukas na ako maglalabas ng mga mas maraming hinaing o whatsoever.

hm, hindi naman hinaing pero more of thoughts na dapat ilabas.
so public na itong blog na ito so let it be.
share my thoughts, hm, yes i will...

i'm gonna fix this, siguro sa bakasyon with all the links and stuffs,.

sa ngayon, i know, i need to do more important things,
xax, hindi pa ako nagbabasa ng jane eyre!

oh well, maglilitanya ako.

hm, honestly, i'm not feeling so well right now. awts tlga.
but i dont want to entertain that fact evenmore.

have you read Tuesdays with Morrie?
sabi dun, entertain your feeling for a while. in that span of moment, dun mo ibuhos lahat.
then afterwards, move on! yeah that's how it should be.
honestly, hindi rn ako sigurado kung may rason ang pagsulk ko.

to God be the glory and to God be everyhing.
yun lang naman palagi ang nagpapalakas ng loob ko.
aja!

a REALIZATION, again?

okay, so i always do have realizations. yah, seriously, i am the type of person who cogitates so much about things that there is always something popping out of my mind. the problem is that even though i always manage to think something deep or decides to change something about the way i relate to others or think, it seems that i am not faithful to my oath... i always deviate from what i am supposed to do. i know i know, it is usual for a person to go back and back and back to the 'old habits'... old habits die hard right? but when will i change? when will i start to move forward?

honestly, i dream of the time when i can go on my own. i want to do a lot of things. seriously. right now, i am just so enclosed in this box that surrounds me which totally limits me and my potentials. hm,....... thinking about that, hey, i can revise that line... hahaha, whatever.

my conversation with a friend this morning made me realize one thing. "i am not putting things into my heart". it hit me as he went on telling stories about his GE subjects, which i know, i know i have been quite taking for granted for the past semesters. another thing is the fact that whenever we have daily lectures, i somehow let myself sit in the class and let my mind dally over the Sahara Desert. i hate it. somehow, in the back of my mind, i am thinking... "i'll just study these things by myself..." wah, i hope i can realize how fortunate i am to have the chance to listen to the lectures of excellent professors. hm, which makes me believe that i should now begin my english12 homeworks!! yay!!!!

hm, hm, hm, :)
i'll just arrange the things in this blog some other time..... wahhh!!!
hope i had much time!!!!!

God bless me!
put things into your heart. work harder!

:)

hm, mixed.

emotion as oft he moment: rar.

okay. my first post for 2008...
sorry for the delay.
i am so busybwith school. as in.
sobraaaa... or so i thought?
hm, medyo palagi ako napupuyat.

may exam pa ako sa tuesday!
God blesses me!

hm, ayoko na lang magpost.
anlapit na ng birthday ko. yay. hm, hm, hm,...

o well. wala naman plans and i really doubt that there will be any.

ciao na lang.

i am planning to alleviate the mode of this site soon.
let me finish my exam first. hahaha :)

God blesses me talaga! :)

hm, i will improve this site.
sayang tlga, yung ehnz.blogspot.com, hindi na available.