The art of caring

A question is currently baffling me.
That is,
"why do most people choose to care for people who don't care for them?"

It is painstaking to invest emotion, time, feelings, effort to someone who does not even recognize what you're giving up just to please them or make them feel that they are important.

The heck, those people might even have such thick skin that they won't even know or feel that you care.

Or maybe they do but they just don't give a damn.

Then hard and hurtful as it is, why do most people still choose the hard path?

Unanswered messages.
Cold treatment.

It seems you exist in a different universe and he/she is a supreme being not meant to stoop down to your level.

It sucks.
But still, you can't help but care.
And give a damn.

Yes loneliness is underrated.. And being rejected is more underrated.

Sometimes I think that people secretly want to get hurt and get rejected. Because who in his/her right frame of mind will continue to pursue someone who does nothing but make you feel inferior and good for nothing?

I guess that is just someone who is in love. And while the brain can rationalize and think logically, it is the heart that still dominates.

A heart that seems to love getting hurt so much. A heart that sees nothing but blind likelihood of having someone like you back. A heart that is a traitor when you think you have gone past any bitter stage and then return to its poor state again once in a while in the direst of times.

why do people choose to care for people who don't even care?

I guess the answer is just simple.
...because they really have no choice.

The best is yet to come.

I have just bought my ticket home to the Philippines. It took me a long time to decide what airline to use but at last, it has been finalized. I am just so excited to go home right now! I want to hug and spend time with my family and treat them to the things that can make them happy.

Time really flies so fast. I have been living in Japan for more than half a year now and so far, still so good. With God's grace, everyday turns out to be a nice day. Yes, there are those days which were challenging but I guess my general assessment is still great. To God, I owe everything.

Right now, I am setting limits to myself. I want to achieve some more things and become a better person in all aspect everyday. I guess each day I am really trying harder to become better. One step at a time.

Btw the title comes from the daily scripture reading/reflection book. I love today's reflection especially because it coincides with my emotions recently.

Trust in God. Trust in Him that every day is better.