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yes, this is the last day of the year 2010 and right now, looking at the right side of my blog, i realize how long i've been here... how long i've kept this site and made it as a friend.

2010 has been a very nice year for me and i thank God for all the good things and good people that and who have occurred into my life. 2011 is a great year as well and i am praying and hoping for the best and for God's will.

many things will happen and i am excited to open the gifts that God has in store for me.

since i have placed the title as such, i believe that i should begin the flow of these thoughts that are in my head.

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i will blog more often.

this has always been the case. but of course, i don't always have the time to do it. or perhaps just the mere willingness to type in the things that i am thinking. first is maybe it's because i am sometimes afraid that people (if ever there are actually people still visiting this...) would judge me based on whatever i will write around here. let's admit it. or rather i admit it. i always feel the urge to blog when i feel something negative or to plainly say it, when i am sad... and since i always remember what my eee13 teacher told us before, "Why would you give other people the reason to mock you?" i don't blog. i simply let the feeling pass away because i know, sooner or later, it will fade away.

when i am happy, i am just too 'tamad' to blog that's why my entries are so incomplete. haha. lame excuse.

i've been planning to change the layout of this site but i guess i still don't have much time.

i'll get there.

i specially need to change my picture here.

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you should not do things half-heartedly.
why?
because it's even more difficult to succeed.
and by pushing yourself to do things which you don't really like in the first place, you lose your self value. and that's not good.

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confidence.

i have always wanted myself to be much girly. in the sense that i can wear girly clothes.
i envy girls who can walk around wearing cute dresses because i don't wear those types of clothes. i can wear them but i don't. what's the problem?

me. and my confidence level.

whoever said that even a little confidence goes a long way must be so right.

i have confidence. but i don't have that kind of confidence. yet.

let's see.

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death.

death is sad. and seeing the people who are close to you... actual people in your life lose someone special is just heartbreaking.

may you all rest in peace.

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God.

having the opportunity to serve God in your youth should be a very good advantage.

i am getting older and i am little by little, consuming the days of my youth.

i should serve God. now.

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today (December 31) is one of the busiest days in our home.
it's New Year's Eve and it's also the birthday of my Lola! :D

it has been a tradition especially before when our Lola was still living with us that we cook food and have a noisy and happy house. Parang reunion sa Mother's side. :)

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so there, i just hope for everyone's safety,
nakakangawit yung pwesto ko habang nagbblog.

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i am re-reading The Alchemist right now.

Good Years ahead! :)

Love,
Clarence

MERRY CHRISTMAS :D

today, our family celebrated Christmas in a quite different way.
we went to the Mall. :)) it's an ordinary activity on an ordinary day but we don't usually do it on Christmas because we don't like being in the crowd...
but i guess we (the children) are really getting older that's why we want something different from the usual activities that we were having before.

p.s. i am not really in the mood for blogging but i just want to blog because it is Christmas! hehe :D

ANOD update. nagets ko na SPI :D haha! :))


GOD BLESS us.

bukas, balik thesis mode after mapahinga for two days!
AJA :)

get serious

with the task at hand to finish it.

ironic

life is ironic.

as early as now, companies already begin with their employment process.
of course, if you want to get a good job, chances are, you need to apply as soon as they opened some slots.
the thing is right now, to be honest, i am not yet in the mood to make resumes and the like. ang tamad ko :( but i know that this is not the right attitude. i must do my best in everything i do. and must be in the mood for success.

Lord, ikaw na po bahala sakin.
AMEN.

one by one

being a student entails the skill to prioritize.
what matters and what doesn't.
what needs immediate attention and what can wait.
what needs to be done and what needs to be ignored.
what is important and what is essentially immaterial.

though one's personal preferences get in the way in deciding these matters, there are some things which can be considered universal in the sense that they have their exact place. however, the sad truth is that even though one knows the exact importance that something has, one can sometimes still not manage to prioritize that thing.

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the entry above is like a senseless flow of thoughts.

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anyway, just to blog about things....

right now, i really need to FOCUS and do the things that i MUST do.
we are practically running late on our thesis schedule and i believe that it not tolerable.
we must graduate on time and our thesis, right now, is the key element to GRADUATION on APRIL 2011.

on my part, i believe that I am doing things to fulfill my GANTT Chart.. but i have to admit that i get distracted too easily... and it is not right. I MUST do what it takes to finish my tasks on time.


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on the other side of life, I am now arriving at the point where i have to decide what i really want to do after graduation. JOB offers are coming. LOL. that is just to exaggerate. but JOB OPPORTUNITIES are coming and i am letting them slip off.

my primary predicament here is that I need to take the board Exams first in order to be a licensed ECE... and from my graduation date, (I am claiming this Oh Lord), whic is on April 24, 2010, i have 7 months to go before the board exams.... will i work right after graduation or will i focus on my review??

P&G has started getting their applicants and sad to say, I missed the chance to join their exclusive IDS Day just because I chose to attend my ECE 198 class. I am aware that it was not really a good choice.. but i don't know. Right now, I am still unsure about my future.

Grad School is always there of course. I have to admit that sometimes, i want to prove myself that ECE is really for me and that i love and want it so much. actually, sometimes, i do.... or perhaps i really do. the idea of grad school just tires me but i want to....

GMA Scholarship is also in the way. I have this contract with them and sometimes, i get the feeling that i can not really choose a job for myself because they can rip my choice away for me... i do not know. I do not also know if i really want to work in the telecommunications field even though i remember that when i was younger, i have wanted my name to be seen in the closing credits of a particular station.


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CHOICES. DESIRES. NEEDS. CHOICES.

i must choose what i want or perhaps what God wants for me.
but sometimes, i begin to ask God what He really wants for me.

yes, He speaks through signs and through nature and through circumstances. and i have to be keen in observing... maybe i just have to tune in in His frequency. (Bad joke for an ECE, haha)

anyway, right now, the thing that i have to do is to finish my weekly task for my GANTT Chart.
and as my title says, ONE BY ONE. one step at a time.

today, i do this..
tomorrow, i do that.

I just hope that God guides me in every way. I know He is.. :)

a new beginning! :D

so many things happened for the past weeks.
yes i know that i said that i would fix my site but my laptop crashed for some reason and my sembreak became what i have not planned. well i know that i did not really make 'plans' but i guess, i just did random stuff...


i guessi just have to make a random listing
my grandfather died.
the sem was over.

congrats to me, i am still a YuSung Scholar! :D i am really thankful to God because He gives me opportunities to help my parents in any way. well, i did not make it to the US list because i fell short of some points. i really got quite disappointed but i guess i have to move on and just do good this sem.... let go and let God, right. it just feels nice knowing that somehow, i still manage to excel in what i am doing. wala lang. sometimes i think that i am good with what i am doing but i am not really passionate about it...but then again, i know that these kind of thoughts only come out when i am stressed or when things don't go the way i would have wanted them to be so i really try to eliminate them. ELIMINATE!

this semester that is about to come is all about our THESIS! THESIS it!!!
we need to make LARGE amounts of progress and do our BEST since this shall dictate they date of our graduation. and really rely like to graduate on time. i pray to God that HE guides me and my groupmates in everything that we do so that we can do the right things :D i know HE WILL and HE is. :D

right now, i just have to fix my life in a very orderly manner and live it in a way that is proper. there are so many things to arrange and be happy for. i just have to look beyond the imperfections and i know, i am living a really nice life. i thank God for everything and sometimes, when i feel sad, i feel that i am becoming ungrateful.

yes, it can be equated. no it can't be. because i know that God understands me.

being sad is totally not equal to being ungrateful... right?

whenever my hormones kick in and make me feel some things that are not welcomed, i think it;s better to quote Barney Stinson! hahaha.
BE AWESOME instead! :D

later, i am going to give this blog some new look, well, not entirely new. but i guess some things new :D

thank you and i miss blogging here.

love,
engineer clarence. :)

that is just so sweet. :)

will re-blog soon :D

i am planning to really revitalize my blog so that i can post more inspiring thoughts and ideas. this one has been with me for so long now :)

i am just happy that i am still on the right track and able to think about good things despite the ver challenging sem that has just happened.

i have to admit that i have 2 blogs. one is this, the PUBLIC BLOG. and the other is the PRIVATE blog. it usually contains my frustrations and sad thoughts.

again, i really blog because i just like to share things and to write.
i love to voice out my thoughts and to vent them out into an outlet.
i do not particularly care whether people are indeed visiting this or not.
i am just glad that i am able to share a part of me online and be able to document the things that happen to me :)

i really think that i should update this more often and put pictures too!

i am thinking of the title,
"Inspiration and perspiration."
i think it is very timely especially because i will be having my thesis SEM this sem. THESIS IT! :D
they say that it shouldn't be called a THESIS yet because i am not an MS Student but maybe for this blog, i'll use that word anyway :D

right now, i still need to finish my ee 241 and psych 101 papers and then review for tomorrow for my ee 241 exam on monday :)

GOD BLESS everyone! :)

sometimes it just gets frustrating...

...especially when you have given much but still came short.

it is with a heavy heart that i am writing this.
but i know that after i leave this web page, i will, and should be, better.

for the past days, i have experienced inefficiency. and i feel bad about it.
i need to change this ASAP.
i am on the last leg of my college year and i don't really have to panic.
i know that God is with me all the time.
misfortunes are sometimes way of realizing how much you've been neglecting and mishandling.
at least now, i know that there's something wrong.
and with this, i can start again.
and be productive again. and be better again.

all these, i do with God's help, AMEN.

p.s. sorry blogger for not being able to blog about the happy things.

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say you are well and all is well with you and God shall hear your words and make them true.

it disappoints

minsan, nakakasad lang.
nakakadisappoint when things don't go your way. but i guess, there's noting to do but beat yourself.
to You Lord, i surrender everything. AMEN.

twisted

...................................
:(

be serious! okay?

okay so i really need to do a lot of things today. and wala lang.
i realize na hindi na to biro biro lang.
i need to make progress with my thesis and understand every single component of it. it's not like i can depend on anyone for it, except for God of course! i must be serious about my tasks, understand every aspect of what i am doing and do what i need to do.

anyway.
i tried Laser Tag! it was really nice. ang saya bumaril. nakakawala ng stress! and mas challenging kalaban ang mga lalaki! ahahahah!!!

watched Eclipse too...
it was nice. mas okay kesa sa mga dati.

i want to try a lot of things.

anyway, trinay ko rin yung sa Max's.
naka-3 lang ako sa chicken all you can nila. hahaha.
napakagaling ko! haha sayang yun :P

hm, as for now, before i dream of doing bigger things, kelangan ko na muna magawa lahat ng mga small or not so small things. yes, like my thesis.

God blesses me! Amen.

a day not well planned

earlier this day, i tweeted that i need to survive.
thank God, yes i am still alive. :D

CE22 HW was finished, thanks to the help of a friend.
No Psych101!! oh yeah! (pero sad kasi may sakit daw si Mam Bea)
BC10 was fun :) and although we got reprimanded for our very 'high school-ish" work, the subject ended well.
the first UP IECEP General Assembly was also successful! dami nakakakain and nakapunta! yey! :D

when my day started, i was very nervous and to an extent, panicky.
hahaha! but then, it was finished well. Thank you God! :)

now, i am blogging. ahha.
parang antok na ako but I still need to do a lot of things!!!!

sometimes, i feel like my entries here ate being mababaw na.
sorry.
i need to read again.
and improve my vocabs.
and everything.

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frustration corner:
i really wish that i am a fashionista.
hahahaha.
but right now, i don't have means and the time.
sana, someday.

emo corner:
GRAVITY is playing on my background!
oh yeah!!!
GRAVITY, throw it all away.

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serious corner:
THESIS mode :)

on about being responsible...

today, i am re-publishing my BLOGSPOT Account.
this one has been with me since way way back and i am really happy that when i re-read my older posts, i am somehow reminded of my experiences before.

looking back, i can say that a a lot has changed. and a lot is different.

there were some things that i am proud of and there were those that i am not but the bottom line is that i learned and that i now know better.

right now,there are so many things that i want to achieve. i really want to be a better person and be able to do more.--to do the stuff that i dream of doing and to become that person that i picture myself to be.

well, everyday is a little step... and i know that even though right now, there are pressing matters that i need to prioritize, i should not really lose myself and my goals in the process.

i am always praying that i can have a good future but then again, as cliche as it sounds, the future still depends on the present. and as optimistic as it may sound, the future is molded by my present and so i must invest in my today.

sometimes, i really think that i can write those self-help or inspiration books. haha. dreaming big ha? wala lang.... it just seems that sometimes, my thoughts are leaning on the borderline of corny and too-much-inspiration.

anyway, right now, i have to finish all of may tasks so that i can have more sleep later :p hahaha. Lord, ikaw na po bahala sa akin :)

starting again

yes i am back and will be updating this more often.
i realized that it is good to talk to someone, and in this case, my blogger.

honestly, for the past days, i've felt quite the whole range of emotions.
a centrum of feelings, emotions, thoughts, desires gushing over me as i firmly hold my position.
i believe that my deprivation of sleep has been the main culprit for all these.

mainly, i'd like to think that i can surpass everything while staying happy and doing the right thing.

this academic year, i shall be starting my Undergraduate Student Project.
i am really praying hard for this one.

i know that God guides me in all my decisions. and i am thankful for that.

P.S.
Be armed! i shall be posting more posts now :D

:)

i am motivated to do a lot of stuff.
i have so many responsibilities this academic year and i should gain more discipline.

now on with the work, lence.

God bless :)

p.s.
i am really happy with how my life if going on right now :D

elections, anyone?

today is inspiring.
not in the religious sense where one finds himself in a trance.

today is inspiring simply because people were involved. cut this.


......... cut writing this. did something. and now, the news is telling SOMETHING.
i'm not inspired with the results of election.
WTH?
ERAP?
AGAIN?????

GAH.
too much.


and now i have to do my iecep tasks again.
mahirap pala talaga magpatakbo ng organisasyon. pano pa kaya ang bansa.
God, please help us. AMEN.

challenge

challenge yourself and work hard for improvement.

enjoy lang

enjoy your life lence.
someday, all kinds of hurt will pass...
one day.

GRADUATION! :)

so inspired by those who are graduating on time ;)
i shall graduate on time too.
i will :D

i shall. :)
God blesses me :D

being guilty does not work

knowing that you're doing something bad but still doing it and then being guilty afterward donesn't really work.

i missed mass today. my fault.

even if

it's solitary... and so, i need to.

Even if...
You mean the whole damn world to me
I can forget you, wait and see
I can be strong even without you
I can't waste my life forever
Hoping you'd come back to me


God, please help me.
I'm surrendering everything to You now.

Also,
please help us have a safe trip tomorrow. :)

Thank you =D
Your will be done. :)

grow up and move on

okay :)
hm, today was quite a happy day.
i got Theater 12 as GE :P

wala lang.

hm, recently napakagastos ko.
nagfroyo kami kanina.
wth. 194 yung froyo ko. ayaw ko na dun. mas sulit pa yung crepe.
bibili na lang ako ng yoghurt sa supermarket.

hm, tas nagcrepe din ako lately.
tsaka masarap na ice cream. hehe. :D

hm, grow up and move on.

stay away from things that make you sad.

i thank God.
He has been with me in my decision to be a happy person.
a happy person that cares for others.
a happy person who is happy with the happiness of others :)

thank you Lord. :)

scientist

i hate every part of it.

nobody said it would be this hard.

i hope it all finishes.

i hate it.

silly and stupid.

can it be over please?

really.

promise.

prayer

Lord, i know its Easter SUnday and it's Your Re-Birth Day..
I'm supposed to be the one giving You a gift...
but Lord, please. give me this. i entrust everything to You.

Until i see my CRS grades this sem, and all the results are good, dun lang ako makakahinga.
Thanks Lord.

sem, please be over

i still need to some stuff. and i can't still have a vacation mode on.
i need to do the
-115 thingy
-cocoy thingy

i hope that everything goes fine Lord. please.
Thank you.

I got to know a new song.
Just heard it for the first time and have already played it for 15 times now, according to my iTunes. hahaha! It's Taking Chances.

You don't know about my past, and
I don't have a future figured out.
And maybe this is going too fast.
And maybe it's not meant to last,

But what do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?


ang ganda nung version ng Glee :)


tas ang ganda rin nung bagong kanta ni Juris.
wala lang.
I don't want to fall for you.

ayun.

cge gawa na ako ng mga dapat kong gawin.haha.
God bless :D

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Today is Good Friday.
Thank You Lord for saving us from all of our sins and for laying down Your life for us.
Lord, please be with me, in everything i do.
Amen.

focus

konting tumbling na lang Lence. so please. FOCUS.
please.

get some sleep

i don't know if i exactly survived this day the way i expected... but i guess, the fact that i am still alive is something that i have to be thankful for.

i don't know. i was quite frustrated, really.
sabaw na sabaw ako nung first exam ko.
my second was pretty better than the first but di ko alam pano isolve yung last problem. thinking na dapat alam ko yun and it seems that everyone else knows about it.@.@

wala lang. i know i studied. but i think, everything was not enough.
did i pray not hard enough too?

i know i should have gotten some sleep.
maybe that was the main culprit.

anyway, i surrender everything to God.
mas madali na wag mastress eh thinking na magiging okay ang lahat.

honestly, i would have liked to pass my coe115 exam. as in 60% or higher. feasible sana pero sabaw nga ako :|
and gusto ko maexempt sa ece151 final exam!! but i dont know. i need about 85% para maexempt pa, kung 75% ang exemption.
Lord, please make the exemption down to 60%. please.,.. please include me. please.


sometimes, i feel that i am not fitted sa kung ano mang ginagawa ko.
i know i'm not the only person feeling this kaya dapat itigil ko na kakarant ko. hahaha.
wala lang. minsan daldal ko lang.

talking to my mother about these kinds of things have always been refreshing.
she always tells me that this is God's plan for me and that i am destined to be an Engineer.

a thought occurred to me and i find this very nice:

'in order to excel in whatever i am doing, i need to put not only my mind but most importantly my HEART into it. i need to love what i am doing and to appreciate it because it deserves to be appreciated. therefore, to excel in EEE, i should be motivated by my love for it...'

whatever happens, i shall put my heart into EEE. i know i love it.

kailangan ko lang matulog para bumalik yung pagmamahal na yun. hahaaha.

wag ko nga abusuhin ang pag-aaral, para naman pag nag-aaral na ako, excited na ako at di ako maburnout. haahahah :D

God blesses me.

to end this,
sabi nga ng fave quote ko:

"say you are well and all is well with you and God shall hear your words and make them true..."

all is well with me. all is well with me in EEE. :) all is well with me in all of my exams! :D

elections

today is the election day for UP IECEP.
i hope everything goes well.
please Lord, please help me in this battle.
please help everyone involved.

Lord, to You i surrender this.
Your plan always prevails.
AMEN.



tpday, i told myself that i'll be productive. as in ssooooopEEErrr productive. i hope i can finish all my tasks. please Lord. please. help me to focus. heheh. and sana wag na tamarin.

konti na lang bakasyon na! :)

:(

i hate being dependent on other people especially when i know i need to do something and to have something. i wish i have a choice. or i wish i can do something. i just feel so weak right now. and sad.

Discipline without demonstration leads to frustration.

i feel bad

i know why.
coe115 makes me feel this way.

bakit naman hindi di ba.
kasi of all my subjects this sem, this one is really different.
okay. i want to do more for it but i find it really hard kasi di ako yun nagsimula.

i dont know. i'm too lethargic these past few days.
wala akong productivity.
parang ang tamad ko :(

i dont want this.

it seems that i am moving in an unnatural world and that the things i'm studying are not innate in me. baka nagdadrama lang ako. still. wala lang.

hm, gagraduate na ako. thesis na lang. i hope everything will be fine.
sometimes, kinakabahan talaga ako. like kung kaya ko ba and all..
but God guides me al the time.
alam kong kaya ko, kelangan ko lang pagsikapan at gustuhin pa lalo.

siguro nabuburnout lang ako. or dahil nga nalulungkot ako na wala akong magawa para sa 115.

basta, marami pang exams at projects na parating. i need to fix my life :)

thanks Lord. please help me... :D Amen.

sabi ko...

abi ko magpapakaproduktibo na ako,
pero puro ako liwaliw. DUH.

ang galing ko matulog since friday! hahaha. kasi tumba talaga ako.
di ko tuloy napanood yung Alvin and the Chipmunks. heheh.

hm, ang galing ako magpahinga tsaka ang dali ko madistract. this is BAd mehn! this is bad.

kaya ako napapapuyat @.@ this is bahd.

hm, sana maging maayos na ako ulit. yung taong magaling. yung taong nagagawa mga stuff na kelangan niya gawin? hahahaha.

kasi naman.

gusto ko sa lib lang ako palagi. gusto ko tahimik palagi. gusto ko yung magagandang bagay lang lagi laman ng isipan ko..

sana di na ulit ako makagat ng lamok. hehee.walang teramycin eh. ampangit, nagpepeklat.

hm, gumana a yung 113 dp namin. nagpalit kami ng varactor. sana nman pwede yun di ba. wala lang. pero FTW talaga, lagi kaming late sa 113 @.@ sana di kami tagain ni sir sieg dun :( sana next sem scholar pa rin ako ni Mr. Chung.

sana maging produktibo na ako. :)

movie fun :)

i watched Alice in Wonderland and Miss You Like Crazy today :)
the first one was quite boring, for me.
the second one was quite fun. hahaha. my preference shows :P nakakakilig nung masaya si JLC at BA. hahaha! sorry na :P
tsaka the first one kasi, i feel na parang pambata :p heehheeh ayun :)

still, i had fun.
i had too much gastos though.. so ayun,
kelangan na magtipid lalo na for JM's concert! hehe :p


i need to do stuff now.

need to be productive. :)

i decided that i want a friend. i don't one someone who isn't my friend.

antok na antok na ako

ayun lang.

a.k.n.s.y.

God blesses me! :)

i'm a masochist

period. end.


sidenote:
i think miss ko si papa.
wala lang. yung feeling na safe kami dito sa bahay kasi andito siya. yung feeling na secured kami. ayun. at wala lang. parang mas may life pag andito siya. owell. oks lang Lord. happy rin naman eh.


nasasad ako ngayon. dapat di ko na lang binuksan ang folder na yun. pero kelangan ko yun. to stay on my mind.

exam exam exam

kanina nagexam kami sa eee103.

sooper di siya katulad ng ineexpect ko.

inaral ko lahat pero wala.
2 problems lang tas parang ang simple.

napakadaling magkamali.

anyway, hindi ko na yung maxadong iniisip ngayon.

Lord Ikaw na po bahala dun. ayaw ko mastress. hahaha.


nasa news ngayon, rotating brownout. OPS.
kanina lang nagbrown out habang ece 113 lab namin.

really, nafufrustate na kami sa ece 113 dp. wala lang.
as in. ayun. di namin alam kung saan kami nagkamali. di bah??? GAH.


okies. i believe that in God's time everything will faal into place and if that God really desires something then it will happen. hehehe :) Lord, ikaw na po ang bahala. please Lord please. //nolovelife here, promise...hm, ayun Lord you know what's inside my heart naman eh and what i really want and what's fitted for me. so yun. i just want to serve You and help others. :)

kelan ko kaya mapapanood yung miss you like crazy? hm..

nagdinner kami ni ruffa kanina sa Pizza Hut! hehehe, long time since i went out with a friend. hehehe,


too many tasks left.
Lord, please take over ;)

--it's nice tying the events of my life here like i'm just talking to a friend. hehehe.

i miss my bestfriends :)

:)

sooper sarap ng tulog ko!!! FTW talaga!! from about 12am to 2pm :)
hahaha halatang pagod na pagod ako.

pero at least tapos ng yun GET LICENSED! :D
Thank you Lord dahil naging maayos po lahat :)

ngayon, back to ACAD life na po. hehehe :D


ngayon, miss you like crazy or movie?

hm, xax Lord please help me dun sa exam. sa lahat pa po ng exams na darating, ngayong acad life na po talaga ulit.

anyway, sooper happy para sa Get Licensed!!!!!!!!!!! :D

tas we had an afterparty sa eastwood, haha. kain lang naman. hugged and been hugged by some people na included sa event kasi it feels so liberating na tapos na siya. sayang lang di naghug yung 2 controversial na Stering comm. haha kala ko pa naman peace na sila. anyway. post marketing work na lang! hahahahh!!!!! hm, and wala lang happy. Lord, i believe that you are so great that you helped us all the way! :) thank you. tas ayu, sumabay kami kay sir marc pauwi. tas ayun, pagod na pagod pero worth it. heheeh :D

again i'm tempted to know on how your day went. but then again, i know that things aren't the same. changed ym group settings too... and yes, everything shall change now. yet..i had a dream bout you and me. are dreams' opposites meant to happen anyway? cause i dreamed of us being together again. silly or not? i have no idea. as of now, i just feel nice that i had my share of rest.

rant

nakakafrustrate yung 113 dp namin. wala lang...
sayang yung oras ko.. sa monday na to papass.
fail nanaman ba kami?

ang weird na kahit by group parang wala rin.
di rin namin magawa.
ang weird kasi ng simulations tas pag sa totoong buhay wala naman. tas wala pa kaming components. kasi anlayo ng alexan!


nagpunta ako ortigas kanina.
gusto ko sa meralco.
ang ganda nung ambiance.

hm ang tindi na ng tan lines ko sa paa.

GL na sa sat.
i was just plainly doing my best dun sa task na binigay sakin. ayun. no need to elaborate.


i need to do coe 115 now.

you are my energy booster.

goodmornight.

sana tumino na yung 115 namin. please naman makisama ka naman program. hahaha.

one hour

an hour since i arrived home.

i promise to be productive.

i'll not open any social networking site, kahit plurk or twitter.

i'll do everything nang sunod sunod.


tsaka na ako magbblog. haha.

naisip ko kahapon.
minsan mas discriminated ang mga magaganda.
minsan mas magandang wag na lang magreact.


aja lence! aja!

it seems that i'm so slow

i had the realization that sometimes, i move too fast that i forget to feel life... and then at times, i move too slowly, that i don't get the best out of my time.

what's happening?

acad wise: i'm so slow
normal stuff: i'm so fast

nah. need to have a reverse of things. joke.

i need to feel life. and live like i'm really living. love like... forget love. haahah. joke :d

sorry if i can't help typing love stuff. i won't promise to stop doing that. haha.

anyway, have i told you that i have watched ORPHAN?

soooper like yung movie. i like psycho movies. they freak me out. like yung The Uninvited :) haha they freak me out more than ghost movies :P

sudden thought: God always leads the way. Has He not, then we could have fallen off a cliff a long time ago.

i miss my friends. i miss the people i missed.

quote :)

"Whenever we need to make a very important decision it is best to trust our instincts, because reason usually tries to remove us from our dream, saying that the time is not yet right. Reason is afraid of defeat, but intuition enjoys life and its challenges."

ganda nung quote :) save ko na rin mga quotes dito sa blog ko! hehehehe :D

miss you like crazy

blog's title due to my LSS. haha. it's better to be clear ya know.

hm, a thought occurred to me.
"it's better to wait and find that everything was worth the wait than to delight in the moment and find out later on that nothing was really ever worth it."

wala lang. hahhaah.

anyway, nasira yung mood ko for blogging dahil dun sa napanood kong bata sa Pilipinas Got Talent! so cute nung bata and so galing :D hehe.

i promised myself that i'll become a better person, yung mas magaling na person na maraming nagagawa. i think i need to stick to that :D that means i need to cut less of my chat moments and social networking site moments :P

hm, gusto ko magkaron ng eat all you can moment sa isang sosyal na hotel! kaso ang mahal eh. mga 1500 plus. hahaha :)) hm, sa case ko, totoo bang "the way to my heart is through my stomach?" hm, ako, hindi ako naniniwala dun... hahahah. :P pero pwede rin. hahahah. pero paranoid ako. so ayaw ko ng binibigyan ako ng food na inabot lang sakin tas di ko nakita san galing. hahaha paranoid ako na baka may something dun :P ahah. LOL.

anyway, kelangan ko na gumawa ng labrep :P

if seeing is believing, it’s worth the wait
so hold on and tell me it’s not too late
we’re so good together

hm, i want to be happy. but i don't want a happiness that has a consequence. who wants that right? so i'll stay put... and just be a good student and person, for now.

p.s. currently loving silent sanctuary. ahah, though wala pa akong copy nung album nila na Mistaken for Granted :P

hectic

dami ko dapat gawin for the next days. sana makasleep na ako nang maraming hours!

ngayon, nagaapprentice na rin ako sa mobill! haha dami naman ako natututunan :D

hm, hm, hm, hinay hinay lang lence sa trabaho.

GL week ngayon!
excited ako na kabado na nagwiwish na sana maging maayos ang lahat! :)

tas after ng lahat, acad mode na :D di na ako pupunta ng 201 para tumawag baby! :)


hahha happy <3

hmmm

wala lang.
overnight ngayon sa irc, di ako sumama--> kasi wala akong tulog pa. dapat nga gumawa na ako ng stuff ngayon.
may bolinao deployment dapat kami sa mon-wed di rin ako sumama--> kasi marketing head ako ng GL tas same week. pano yung ma contacts @.@

i won't interrupt. promise.


hm, i hope i'm making the right decisions and priorities in life.
God, please help me. Thanks.

3D

i attended a seminar kanina. sa Arise yun. well dapat kasama ako sa organizers pero naging audience na lang ajo and signep up for ERG :)

hm, maganda yung sinabi ng speaker.
busy ako tonight pero magsusulat pa rin ako para di ko makaligtan :P

3Ds:
Destiny
Discipline
Demonstration

Destiny without discipline is just vanity.
Discipline without destiny is legalism.
Discipline without demonstration leads to frustration.


ayang 3 lang yung nakapakinig ako eh. may kulang siguro na isa! ahaha :)

hmn, wala lang.

minsan naiisip ko na gusto ko talaga maging newscaster.
pero hindi. hah ako ay magiging isang engineer at gusto ko rin to :)
kasi gusto ko machallenge.

siguro dapat na ako magkaron ng mas malaking tiwala sa sarili ko, na kaya ko naman. :)

sabi dun, dapat naglalaan ka ng oras para sa destiny mo.
ops, di to lovelife promise :P
kaya nagsimula na ako maglagay ng mga bookmarks sa firefox window ko na related sa electronics.

dati ko pa gusto maging geek. kaya rin ako sumali sa irc. haahaha.
LOL.

i need to work for my dream. and i need to fix my life. :)

Lord, thank you for placing my life in order. <3

magfriday nanaman. ay CLS nanaman :D

tired but happy

recently ang busy ko. dahil sa mga gala. haha still. okay lang :)

ash wednesday na bukas, so ayun. dapat na magtino. :)


God bless lence! :)

Vday.

this day made me realize how last year was so so so so so so extremely so different from this year. point well taken i guess. ^^,

hm, i watched Percy Jackson with Jeff today. i enjoyed it primarily because i enjoy Greek Mythology :D i always forget who the gods are but i love their story. hahahaah. wala lang.

i and my family had our picture taken at the studio today. it was nice. matagal na rin yung last fam pic namin. obvious na obvious yung differences sa itsura lalo na dun sa 2 kong kapatid na lalaki. jeff's starting to have small pimples already. hahaha. i love his skin dati kasi suuuper as in mega kinis but babalik din naman yun i guess :) as for me, i think i became prettier!! hurray! hahaah. fighting spirit <3 hm, all in all i think, Vday was fun. i spent it with family and it was nice.

hm. i'm really trying to drive away sad thoughts at this moment because i can not find it in my heart to feel sad. i am happy. really. hahaah but honestly, i'm quite tempted to ask on how his day went. masochist me, hello?. =p nah. things are so different now. and honestly, my fave pic of ours was taken on feb13. nah nah nah nah nah. tama na to. hahahaahah.

masaya ako ngayon. dahil sa magagandang bagay na meron sa buhay. ayown :D hehe :0

last night, i was thinking if i should open my heart. si God na bahala. but this time, i must take things in a better way. better than last time. though sa tingin ko naman, maganda naman pagkahandle ko last time ah? haha LOL.

i'm eating cake while typing this blog entry.
I JUST LOVE FOOD.

food, you're my valentine.
i love you food.

oh noes.
GLUTTONY. @.@
haahhahaah kidding aside, don't you just love food?? :P

hm, ece 113 line up for the night!

God bless you Lence :D

Rakestra

i attended the fair last night.
wala pa rin ako tulog since i left edson's place pero ayun, keri lang?
masaya naman.
pero antok na antok pa rin ako.
hahhaahh!
this is not good for my skin, yung pagpupuyat :P

i have so many acads works to do pala :))
pero ayun, God blesses me :D

may John Mayer concert sa May15!
dapat mapanood ko yun. as in. wala lang :D hahahha.
i love JOhn Mayer! :)


hm......
Valentine's Day bukas.
tapos na. ayun.


honestly, i'm not yet prepared to re-open my heart to anyone.
i know i can miss out on certain people who can be willing to let me see that love is always worth a try..... i don't know. i let God lead my life. it feels that there are right people in the wrong time or maybe i am in the wrong phase of my life. or i am not sure. i need to be in control. hahaahahaah. basta. it's just that as of now, i don't want to feel a romantic inclination towards anyone. kasi choice ko yun. i don't want to be unfair to anyone and ayun. ewan. hahaha. nagfeefeeling lang ako na meron akong lovelife. hahahhaha :)) kasi Vday na bukas. :))


who would have thought that i'll end up like this on Vday. well,i'm choosing to not celebrate it with anyone naman. i think. LOL. hahah :))

pero honestly, i am happy.
and i thank God for this happiness =)

recently, yung mga meetings namin sa Yu Sung foundation ay incorporated dun sa Catholic Life Series ng Catholic Youth in Action :) sooper like ko yung evwnt kasi i feel God and i learn a lot and i am reminded of a lot of things :D tas we get to be a member din after! YEY :D

i thank God for everything right now.
i feel that my life is again in order and it's all because of HIM :)


right now, i just need to sustain this positive feeling and do my tasks.
as of this moment or night. i need to do my
--ece 113 lab dp
--ece 113 labrep
--ece 117 signal conditioning circuit
--GL tasks.

p.s. i want to download all the sings of Silent Sanctuary :D cool eh. hahaha. :P

again?

oh noes. not again please. but i am again anxious.
why o why do i feel this way?

kinakabahan na naman ako.

hormones lang ba to? :|

God, please help me.

i have so many things to do today.
i hope that GL marketing can be better.
i'm doing my best talaga para dun.

hm, acads first Lence.
learn all you can.

smile smile smile.

super random posts.

i'm kinda thinking of changing my pic here. i look weird pala dun sa pic hahahah!

i am anxious

i feel weird today. i don't know if i just woke up at the wrong side of the bed or what but i don't feel too nice. i don't know why. maybe this has something to do with 'him' again. i just don't know.

i have so many things to accomplish today and i am just praying for God's guidance.

a new learning: the word stuff has no plural. so don't ever say stuffs. haha. i feel quited st_pid. hahaha. i think i need to work again on my vocabulary and english stuffs. ops. english stuff i mean. NAH. hahha.

i feel weird and i don't know why.

the feast

it's my first time to attend the feast a while ago and should i say, i enjoyed it :)

the topic was about "me and my big mouth"

truly, words can be so powerful.

the speaker has shared about the experiment of a Japanese doctor named Emaru Emoto. His experiment has shown that words have very great impacts. Well, just google his results for more info.

i have loads of things to do and i must really start doing those but i have decided to just enjoy for tonight.
tom na ako magcacram? :P


i borrowed kimmydora in video city :P

welcome back Lence! :)

isn't it refreshing? :D

it has been ages since i last posted in this account. so many things have already changed and occurred but one thing is for sure, i'm now more excited for life.

recently, i just had my own share of ups and downs but i guess, i need to be back on track and do stuffs that can make me grow as a person :D

now that i am 20, i plan to be more matured, more responsible, more organized, more efficient, more relaxed and more focused and of course, more beautiful inside and out :D NAKS.

i have so many things to accomplish and i also want my relationship with God to grow more.

i guess i just have to do things and be happy.

and for once, start being optimistic :)

p.s. i love the new look of my blogger!!!!! =D