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focus

konting tumbling na lang Lence. so please. FOCUS.
please.

get some sleep

i don't know if i exactly survived this day the way i expected... but i guess, the fact that i am still alive is something that i have to be thankful for.

i don't know. i was quite frustrated, really.
sabaw na sabaw ako nung first exam ko.
my second was pretty better than the first but di ko alam pano isolve yung last problem. thinking na dapat alam ko yun and it seems that everyone else knows about it.@.@

wala lang. i know i studied. but i think, everything was not enough.
did i pray not hard enough too?

i know i should have gotten some sleep.
maybe that was the main culprit.

anyway, i surrender everything to God.
mas madali na wag mastress eh thinking na magiging okay ang lahat.

honestly, i would have liked to pass my coe115 exam. as in 60% or higher. feasible sana pero sabaw nga ako :|
and gusto ko maexempt sa ece151 final exam!! but i dont know. i need about 85% para maexempt pa, kung 75% ang exemption.
Lord, please make the exemption down to 60%. please.,.. please include me. please.


sometimes, i feel that i am not fitted sa kung ano mang ginagawa ko.
i know i'm not the only person feeling this kaya dapat itigil ko na kakarant ko. hahaha.
wala lang. minsan daldal ko lang.

talking to my mother about these kinds of things have always been refreshing.
she always tells me that this is God's plan for me and that i am destined to be an Engineer.

a thought occurred to me and i find this very nice:

'in order to excel in whatever i am doing, i need to put not only my mind but most importantly my HEART into it. i need to love what i am doing and to appreciate it because it deserves to be appreciated. therefore, to excel in EEE, i should be motivated by my love for it...'

whatever happens, i shall put my heart into EEE. i know i love it.

kailangan ko lang matulog para bumalik yung pagmamahal na yun. hahaaha.

wag ko nga abusuhin ang pag-aaral, para naman pag nag-aaral na ako, excited na ako at di ako maburnout. haahahah :D

God blesses me.

to end this,
sabi nga ng fave quote ko:

"say you are well and all is well with you and God shall hear your words and make them true..."

all is well with me. all is well with me in EEE. :) all is well with me in all of my exams! :D

elections

today is the election day for UP IECEP.
i hope everything goes well.
please Lord, please help me in this battle.
please help everyone involved.

Lord, to You i surrender this.
Your plan always prevails.
AMEN.



tpday, i told myself that i'll be productive. as in ssooooopEEErrr productive. i hope i can finish all my tasks. please Lord. please. help me to focus. heheh. and sana wag na tamarin.

konti na lang bakasyon na! :)

:(

i hate being dependent on other people especially when i know i need to do something and to have something. i wish i have a choice. or i wish i can do something. i just feel so weak right now. and sad.

Discipline without demonstration leads to frustration.

i feel bad

i know why.
coe115 makes me feel this way.

bakit naman hindi di ba.
kasi of all my subjects this sem, this one is really different.
okay. i want to do more for it but i find it really hard kasi di ako yun nagsimula.

i dont know. i'm too lethargic these past few days.
wala akong productivity.
parang ang tamad ko :(

i dont want this.

it seems that i am moving in an unnatural world and that the things i'm studying are not innate in me. baka nagdadrama lang ako. still. wala lang.

hm, gagraduate na ako. thesis na lang. i hope everything will be fine.
sometimes, kinakabahan talaga ako. like kung kaya ko ba and all..
but God guides me al the time.
alam kong kaya ko, kelangan ko lang pagsikapan at gustuhin pa lalo.

siguro nabuburnout lang ako. or dahil nga nalulungkot ako na wala akong magawa para sa 115.

basta, marami pang exams at projects na parating. i need to fix my life :)

thanks Lord. please help me... :D Amen.

sabi ko...

abi ko magpapakaproduktibo na ako,
pero puro ako liwaliw. DUH.

ang galing ko matulog since friday! hahaha. kasi tumba talaga ako.
di ko tuloy napanood yung Alvin and the Chipmunks. heheh.

hm, ang galing ako magpahinga tsaka ang dali ko madistract. this is BAd mehn! this is bad.

kaya ako napapapuyat @.@ this is bahd.

hm, sana maging maayos na ako ulit. yung taong magaling. yung taong nagagawa mga stuff na kelangan niya gawin? hahahaha.

kasi naman.

gusto ko sa lib lang ako palagi. gusto ko tahimik palagi. gusto ko yung magagandang bagay lang lagi laman ng isipan ko..

sana di na ulit ako makagat ng lamok. hehee.walang teramycin eh. ampangit, nagpepeklat.

hm, gumana a yung 113 dp namin. nagpalit kami ng varactor. sana nman pwede yun di ba. wala lang. pero FTW talaga, lagi kaming late sa 113 @.@ sana di kami tagain ni sir sieg dun :( sana next sem scholar pa rin ako ni Mr. Chung.

sana maging produktibo na ako. :)

movie fun :)

i watched Alice in Wonderland and Miss You Like Crazy today :)
the first one was quite boring, for me.
the second one was quite fun. hahaha. my preference shows :P nakakakilig nung masaya si JLC at BA. hahaha! sorry na :P
tsaka the first one kasi, i feel na parang pambata :p heehheeh ayun :)

still, i had fun.
i had too much gastos though.. so ayun,
kelangan na magtipid lalo na for JM's concert! hehe :p


i need to do stuff now.

need to be productive. :)

i decided that i want a friend. i don't one someone who isn't my friend.

antok na antok na ako

ayun lang.

a.k.n.s.y.

God blesses me! :)

i'm a masochist

period. end.


sidenote:
i think miss ko si papa.
wala lang. yung feeling na safe kami dito sa bahay kasi andito siya. yung feeling na secured kami. ayun. at wala lang. parang mas may life pag andito siya. owell. oks lang Lord. happy rin naman eh.


nasasad ako ngayon. dapat di ko na lang binuksan ang folder na yun. pero kelangan ko yun. to stay on my mind.

exam exam exam

kanina nagexam kami sa eee103.

sooper di siya katulad ng ineexpect ko.

inaral ko lahat pero wala.
2 problems lang tas parang ang simple.

napakadaling magkamali.

anyway, hindi ko na yung maxadong iniisip ngayon.

Lord Ikaw na po bahala dun. ayaw ko mastress. hahaha.


nasa news ngayon, rotating brownout. OPS.
kanina lang nagbrown out habang ece 113 lab namin.

really, nafufrustate na kami sa ece 113 dp. wala lang.
as in. ayun. di namin alam kung saan kami nagkamali. di bah??? GAH.


okies. i believe that in God's time everything will faal into place and if that God really desires something then it will happen. hehehe :) Lord, ikaw na po ang bahala. please Lord please. //nolovelife here, promise...hm, ayun Lord you know what's inside my heart naman eh and what i really want and what's fitted for me. so yun. i just want to serve You and help others. :)

kelan ko kaya mapapanood yung miss you like crazy? hm..

nagdinner kami ni ruffa kanina sa Pizza Hut! hehehe, long time since i went out with a friend. hehehe,


too many tasks left.
Lord, please take over ;)

--it's nice tying the events of my life here like i'm just talking to a friend. hehehe.

i miss my bestfriends :)