i started last week.i am not sure of the exact date but here i am...reading it even more.
i like it.oh.that's an understatement.i love it....
the bad factor is that i think, it affects me.
really.
i am having bad sleeping habits.
i can't seem to sleep.
when i close my eyes, it seems that Edward Cullen's voice is on my head or Isabella Swan's panic is all over me.
but still, i'll choose to read it.
i can't wait for the movie...
and oh!
for the Breaking Dawn too!
or the Midnight Sun if there will be such.
<3
i think, the story is complete.
from fantasy to love story to heartbreaks to break-ups to parental concerns to school problems.
wala lang.
natuwa lang ako..
i'm still not finished though.
nasa eclipse palang ako.
i just started kanina....
i wonder how i managed to stop to actually check my blogger.
YAY.
the author of those books is Stephenie Meyer.
and i only got an e-book copy thanks to ate debbie!
............wala yung book version talaga.awww.
but anyway, i am enjoying na rin,
sana ganun din yung mga mata ko...
it seems na mas naggain ako ng fats under my chin!
=))
hahhhaah
hilarious.
anyway....
twilight mode again.
Godbless :)
buti na lang may nlex
yeh yeh!
kahapon nagpunta ako UP.
tas nung pauwi na ako ahm, hindi siya sa may Balinatawak dumaan.
marami raw kasi nanguhuhli sa mga colorum.
so nagMIndanao Ave kami...
tas labas ng Malinta Exit.
in short di siya nagnlex nuh...
hm, grabe kaya..
wala lang.
kaantok.
kahilo,
kaboring..
hahahha..
imagine, kung walang nlex?
nung nanggaling nga kami ng laguna,
nagbus ako mula megamall up to marilao :P
hm, walang trapik masyado so keri lang...
pero must love nlex pa rin <3
hahahaha :))
salamat sa gobyerno para sa nlex <3
hahaha :))
nanood ako kanina ng when love begins :P
kasama ko si mama :))
hm, hm, hm,
no comment :P
ang ganda ni anne curtis :D ayown.
kelangan ko na manood ng city of angels kasi tom na due yunf dvd na yun sa video city.
tsktsk.
kahapon nagpunta ako UP.
tas nung pauwi na ako ahm, hindi siya sa may Balinatawak dumaan.
marami raw kasi nanguhuhli sa mga colorum.
so nagMIndanao Ave kami...
tas labas ng Malinta Exit.
in short di siya nagnlex nuh...
hm, grabe kaya..
wala lang.
kaantok.
kahilo,
kaboring..
hahahha..
imagine, kung walang nlex?
nung nanggaling nga kami ng laguna,
nagbus ako mula megamall up to marilao :P
hm, walang trapik masyado so keri lang...
pero must love nlex pa rin <3
hahahaha :))
salamat sa gobyerno para sa nlex <3
hahaha :))
nanood ako kanina ng when love begins :P
kasama ko si mama :))
hm, hm, hm,
no comment :P
ang ganda ni anne curtis :D ayown.
kelangan ko na manood ng city of angels kasi tom na due yunf dvd na yun sa video city.
tsktsk.
how do i make a DAY a UNIQUE day? :)
in my multiply blog, i have posted there the fact that i am not taking summer classes in UP.
here, well, i am quite sorry my dear bloffer that it is just know that i am officially informing you that indeed, i was just home for the past month. :))
yeh, maybe this is the reason whu it is inda challenging for me to make my day a unique day.
hm, it just seems that each day passes by with the same intensity and well,,,, we're not going out of town yet. meron bang ganun? :)) hahahah... asa. pero malay natin.
hm, my usual routine..
wake up...upo...nood tv ng kaunti...hilamos....exercise kuno...nood ulit ng tv,hanggang boy and kris....tapos basa ng libro....tas croosstitch, o kung walang crossstitch basa...tas tv...tas meryenda...tas tv ulit... tas ayun. hahahah
naiiba lang pag nagiinternet ako o kaya may task for the day ako..
pero ang tasks for the day ko kasi ay tapusin yung isang libro, maginternet o kaya ay gumawa ng gantio :))
haha, so ayunh... challege na gawing kakaiba ang isang araw.. :P
pero masaya naman talaga magbakasyon.....at hindi ako nagrarant ah :D
nagshashare lang ahahahahaha :))
okie to answer my question...
i can make a day unique by making myself a better person as each day progresses.
i can make a day unique by doing another thing i did not do yesterday...
i can make a day unique by knowing a thing id id not know yesterday.
..
..
..
..
..
the list goes on and on!
inspiring eh? :P
God bless!!
mwahuggs :P
life is for people
inedit ko na para wala na masyadong typo errors :P.. :)
yeh, the 'always' in the question makes all the difference.
i have to admit that most often i have a wrong disposition or persepctive in living my life.
i am not perfect. point well said.
sometimes there are just so many things that concern me which do not actually need my concern. hahahaha :))
i have read Making Friends by Andrew Matthews.. Thanks chap :D
and it has made me rethink of how i live my life with other people.
well, the title of the book might seem to be all about friendships and the usual friendship myths but it's a complete opposite. the book is all about how you deal with yourself. for me, the book teaches you how to make yourself a friend first before reaching out to others. hahah :))
i am going to share some of my most loved thoughts in the book :P
i don't have the book with me though so there will be no cheating on my evaluation...the sad thing about that is the fact that the quotations there are really well said. anyway,to proceed...
other people's business is their business.hm, i am plain guilty about this thing. sometimes i just can't stop myself from being concerned about the way other people will think about me... i am not sure if it's actually vanity or consciousness brought about by my hormones, /* yeh, blame the hormones again! :)) */ but the fact is that sometimes my usual ways of behaving are affected. hm, or the worse, i think too much and thus i am pressured...
in reality, we can never really change others' point of view if they don't have the will to change it. what they think are of their own accord and we can't be in control.. sometimes, it is just better to let things be the way they naturally are. it's best to be true to one's self and disregard the "what will be their impressions blah blahs" because most of the time, people are too busy and preoccupied thinking about their own personal dilemmas that they won't even notice your worries. yeh, it is a domino effect. it's because of this fact that we tend to worry a lot. well, if we'll look at it, if we try to focus on our own lives, our own life will be easier....and we never really have to explain.
another point. sorry if it seems that my points are overlapping but that's the way it is.... if we are too concerned about 'the others' opinion' we will be pressured to always explain our side to them.
e.g. hey i did not go to the party because i just blah blah blah blah.... when in fact, if we are secure of ourselves, we can plainly say e.g. i did not go to the party because it was my choice. WHY?? because it was my choice.. WHY? DON'T YOU CARE ABOUT THE CELEBRANT? it might appear that i do not care about the celebrant but that was my choice.
point taken. we do not always need to explain our side to others because they will also not see the whole picture of our situation. we do not owe an explanation to our choices if we want to keep it to ourselves....
i am unsure if i am conveying the right message across but the good point is that we are who we are and our choices are what they are.. we choose them and that fact is enough to escape other people's scrutiny.... because if we give in, they will ask us even more and thus invade our privacy.... it then shows our stand and give them a glimpse on how we want to be treated...
yes. we decide how other people will treat us. our actions are the ones responsible for what we give others about the way we handle things and situations. really.. it's amazing :P
hm, okies.. so i think i am exploring the book so much.. hahah, forgive me blogger. anyway....
more of sticking to my title........
really. life is for people.
the purest essence of our life is to live it for the people around us.
people are so important that we must always give importance to the right ones.
yes. right ones.....
one thing that i learned is that if people want to be miserable, give them the chance to be unless they seek your help or they really need you. you will know it... but if people DECIDE to be miserable, you just have no choice but to let them learn what they need to learn in their situation....i also learned there that most often, it is best to keep our mouths closed and say nothing.... really,,,, minsan talaga madaldal ako but i guess i should learn the art of silence especially in the moments that my friends need solitude.... i think i should give advice only if they are asking for it :P
hm so blogger...
andaldal ko nanaman.
the book is really nice and ahm i will do my best to live up to what i have read....
btw: life update:
currently, tinatapos ko pa rin yung crossstitch piece ko..
hm, well, i think that my tasks this summer are still not yet completed.
ang hirap tapusin nung Sakura kasi mejo nabobore talaga ako! hahahah
pero most of them naman ay nagagawa ko...
i am currently loving Pancakes <3
tas nakapagbake ako! grabe nasunog yung cookies... hahaha :))
tas ahm, ayun, nabasa ko na yung neverwhere!
review review review??
anu bang masasabi ko sa neverhwhere /*thanks aaron! :P */ hm, maganda siya gawing pelikula! pero nung binabasa ko masyado ako nabibitin! gustong gusto ko nang tapusin para malaman kung ano na yung mangyayari! haha, napakatagal ko yun binasa. one week kasi nga putol putol :P tas ahm, ang weird nung story.. hindi na nga ako humihinga kasi ang hahaba nung sentences ni gaiman :P aheheh, anung klaseng review to. pero in fairness naman, maganda rin naman siya :P may natutunan ako dun :P parang sabi dun, yung parang quotation...
"you are doing everything you can to get out of a place, not knowing that it is the very place that you want and love...." clap clap :P
aheheheh :P
anu pa ba.. hm, sa tingin ko dapat ko ulitin yung pagbabasa sa Tuesdays With Morrie :P oo kasi nung binasa ko yun dati, one day lang tas ahm, nakaligtaan ko na yung mga lessons dun except sa isa. yung fave lesson ko dun yun, "okie lang umiyak.. sige pagbigyan mo sarili mo na malungkot o maramdaman ang isang emosyon pero bigyan mo ng deadline yung sarili mo.. dapat pagkatapos ng deadline na yun, hindi mo na dadamdamin yung parehas na emosyon... " o di ba? ang ganda nun :P
hm, oo cge babasahin ko ulit yun. tas marami pa ako kailangan gawin ngayong baaksyon;;;
ipasok na yung Survival Kit :p niox. erg work ito.
anu pa ba pwede makwento...
hm, grabe yung Neopet ko naging 2/7 yung health.
si jep ay nag-wheel of excitement tapos napunta sa kanya yung humihinga ng apoy ba yun tapos ayun, muntik ng mamatay si lusciouscaramelcream/*name ng pet ko*/.. tas hindi ko siya maheal gamit yung galing dun sa faerie... yay. :P hehehe
ayun. hindi na ako nangingisda sa gaia online pero pede ko na pala itry ulit kais may mouse na yung laptop ko :P pero ayweee, tsaka na lang :))
hm, lagi akong walang load. as in ayunh. haha okies lang yunh :P
mhm, o tama na nga kwento.. :P
God bless!! ingats!! :P
LIFE IS FOR PEOPLE....
who would think it's not? right?
...now i
ask,
who is always treating life as it is ACTUALLY for people?
yeh, the 'always' in the question makes all the difference.
i have to admit that most often i have a wrong disposition or persepctive in living my life.
i am not perfect. point well said.
sometimes there are just so many things that concern me which do not actually need my concern. hahahaha :))
i have read Making Friends by Andrew Matthews.. Thanks chap :D
and it has made me rethink of how i live my life with other people.
well, the title of the book might seem to be all about friendships and the usual friendship myths but it's a complete opposite. the book is all about how you deal with yourself. for me, the book teaches you how to make yourself a friend first before reaching out to others. hahah :))
i am going to share some of my most loved thoughts in the book :P
i don't have the book with me though so there will be no cheating on my evaluation...the sad thing about that is the fact that the quotations there are really well said. anyway,to proceed...
other people's business is their business.hm, i am plain guilty about this thing. sometimes i just can't stop myself from being concerned about the way other people will think about me... i am not sure if it's actually vanity or consciousness brought about by my hormones, /* yeh, blame the hormones again! :)) */ but the fact is that sometimes my usual ways of behaving are affected. hm, or the worse, i think too much and thus i am pressured...
in reality, we can never really change others' point of view if they don't have the will to change it. what they think are of their own accord and we can't be in control.. sometimes, it is just better to let things be the way they naturally are. it's best to be true to one's self and disregard the "what will be their impressions blah blahs" because most of the time, people are too busy and preoccupied thinking about their own personal dilemmas that they won't even notice your worries. yeh, it is a domino effect. it's because of this fact that we tend to worry a lot. well, if we'll look at it, if we try to focus on our own lives, our own life will be easier....and we never really have to explain.
another point. sorry if it seems that my points are overlapping but that's the way it is.... if we are too concerned about 'the others' opinion' we will be pressured to always explain our side to them.
e.g. hey i did not go to the party because i just blah blah blah blah.... when in fact, if we are secure of ourselves, we can plainly say e.g. i did not go to the party because it was my choice. WHY?? because it was my choice.. WHY? DON'T YOU CARE ABOUT THE CELEBRANT? it might appear that i do not care about the celebrant but that was my choice.
point taken. we do not always need to explain our side to others because they will also not see the whole picture of our situation. we do not owe an explanation to our choices if we want to keep it to ourselves....
i am unsure if i am conveying the right message across but the good point is that we are who we are and our choices are what they are.. we choose them and that fact is enough to escape other people's scrutiny.... because if we give in, they will ask us even more and thus invade our privacy.... it then shows our stand and give them a glimpse on how we want to be treated...
yes. we decide how other people will treat us. our actions are the ones responsible for what we give others about the way we handle things and situations. really.. it's amazing :P
hm, okies.. so i think i am exploring the book so much.. hahah, forgive me blogger. anyway....
more of sticking to my title........
really. life is for people.
the purest essence of our life is to live it for the people around us.
people are so important that we must always give importance to the right ones.
yes. right ones.....
one thing that i learned is that if people want to be miserable, give them the chance to be unless they seek your help or they really need you. you will know it... but if people DECIDE to be miserable, you just have no choice but to let them learn what they need to learn in their situation....i also learned there that most often, it is best to keep our mouths closed and say nothing.... really,,,, minsan talaga madaldal ako but i guess i should learn the art of silence especially in the moments that my friends need solitude.... i think i should give advice only if they are asking for it :P
hm so blogger...
andaldal ko nanaman.
the book is really nice and ahm i will do my best to live up to what i have read....
btw: life update:
currently, tinatapos ko pa rin yung crossstitch piece ko..
hm, well, i think that my tasks this summer are still not yet completed.
ang hirap tapusin nung Sakura kasi mejo nabobore talaga ako! hahahah
pero most of them naman ay nagagawa ko...
i am currently loving Pancakes <3
tas nakapagbake ako! grabe nasunog yung cookies... hahaha :))
tas ahm, ayun, nabasa ko na yung neverwhere!
review review review??
anu bang masasabi ko sa neverhwhere /*thanks aaron! :P */ hm, maganda siya gawing pelikula! pero nung binabasa ko masyado ako nabibitin! gustong gusto ko nang tapusin para malaman kung ano na yung mangyayari! haha, napakatagal ko yun binasa. one week kasi nga putol putol :P tas ahm, ang weird nung story.. hindi na nga ako humihinga kasi ang hahaba nung sentences ni gaiman :P aheheh, anung klaseng review to. pero in fairness naman, maganda rin naman siya :P may natutunan ako dun :P parang sabi dun, yung parang quotation...
"you are doing everything you can to get out of a place, not knowing that it is the very place that you want and love...." clap clap :P
aheheheh :P
anu pa ba.. hm, sa tingin ko dapat ko ulitin yung pagbabasa sa Tuesdays With Morrie :P oo kasi nung binasa ko yun dati, one day lang tas ahm, nakaligtaan ko na yung mga lessons dun except sa isa. yung fave lesson ko dun yun, "okie lang umiyak.. sige pagbigyan mo sarili mo na malungkot o maramdaman ang isang emosyon pero bigyan mo ng deadline yung sarili mo.. dapat pagkatapos ng deadline na yun, hindi mo na dadamdamin yung parehas na emosyon... " o di ba? ang ganda nun :P
hm, oo cge babasahin ko ulit yun. tas marami pa ako kailangan gawin ngayong baaksyon;;;
ipasok na yung Survival Kit :p niox. erg work ito.
anu pa ba pwede makwento...
hm, grabe yung Neopet ko naging 2/7 yung health.
si jep ay nag-wheel of excitement tapos napunta sa kanya yung humihinga ng apoy ba yun tapos ayun, muntik ng mamatay si lusciouscaramelcream/*name ng pet ko*/.. tas hindi ko siya maheal gamit yung galing dun sa faerie... yay. :P hehehe
ayun. hindi na ako nangingisda sa gaia online pero pede ko na pala itry ulit kais may mouse na yung laptop ko :P pero ayweee, tsaka na lang :))
hm, lagi akong walang load. as in ayunh. haha okies lang yunh :P
mhm, o tama na nga kwento.. :P
God bless!! ingats!! :P
blogs are meant to inspire
yesh.. they can be.
hm, i have read a blog of someone and later on decided that yes, somehow, i should be doing those things too :D
hm, not so much of an imitation nuh.
pero ahm, wala lang.
o tama nga nga ito lence :P
hm, i have read a blog of someone and later on decided that yes, somehow, i should be doing those things too :D
hm, not so much of an imitation nuh.
pero ahm, wala lang.
o tama nga nga ito lence :P
blog drama
what are blogs?
hm, i don't want to give other definitions.
i'll give mine.
for me, blogs are outlets. they can be your friend. your confidante. your resort when you don't want to talk to someone who will talk back.
it's a piece of you. a reflection of your thoughts that you can read once again and evaluate. it is my pensieve.
my blog is an outline of my thoughts, not all of course since i can not always write ALL of my thoughts. sometimes, i admit that i really don't explain everything. i just put in some tidbits of possible ideas which can make me remind of the feeling i had when i reread my entry again sometime in the future.
having said the things above, i personally believe that a blog should not be a basis in judging one person's character.... yes, a person can be really honest in presenting himself/herself in his/her entries yet the words that are typed in this little space of the net can not always suffice to show the REAL nature of the situation that the writer undergoes. it can never summarize the totality of one's personality and ideals. it can not always explain the whys and hows.
being a reader myself, i strongly believe that my interpretation of a blog will always be defiant against any writer's intentions. if i believe this and that and thinks of this that way, that is my own right... that is my OWN ____ ->meaning, i own it literally.
a blog then should not extend to a writer's defense of his/her thoughts. if his/her readers misinterpret his/her blog, the writer has the choice of explaining himself/herself if he/she wants to. in the first place, a writer does not force people to read his/her work... hm, my thoughts are scattered in this point.
hm, interpretations can be helpful sometimes but not to the point wherin the limits are compromised. LIMITS.. LIMITS that vary. LIMITS that differ. nah. oryt.
i think, i ought to bring back the title.
"the blog that is meant to escape scrutiny"
i don't know if am feeling the right things towards these particular things.
i am just sure of one thing,
the feeling that my thoughts are scrutinized and weighed and then thrown down to my face
does not make me smile at all but they make me think.... make me rethink and make me scrutinize myself.
:) or :( ???
i am not sure.
hm, i don't want to give other definitions.
i'll give mine.
for me, blogs are outlets. they can be your friend. your confidante. your resort when you don't want to talk to someone who will talk back.
it's a piece of you. a reflection of your thoughts that you can read once again and evaluate. it is my pensieve.
my blog is an outline of my thoughts, not all of course since i can not always write ALL of my thoughts. sometimes, i admit that i really don't explain everything. i just put in some tidbits of possible ideas which can make me remind of the feeling i had when i reread my entry again sometime in the future.
having said the things above, i personally believe that a blog should not be a basis in judging one person's character.... yes, a person can be really honest in presenting himself/herself in his/her entries yet the words that are typed in this little space of the net can not always suffice to show the REAL nature of the situation that the writer undergoes. it can never summarize the totality of one's personality and ideals. it can not always explain the whys and hows.
being a reader myself, i strongly believe that my interpretation of a blog will always be defiant against any writer's intentions. if i believe this and that and thinks of this that way, that is my own right... that is my OWN ____ ->meaning, i own it literally.
a blog then should not extend to a writer's defense of his/her thoughts. if his/her readers misinterpret his/her blog, the writer has the choice of explaining himself/herself if he/she wants to. in the first place, a writer does not force people to read his/her work... hm, my thoughts are scattered in this point.
hm, interpretations can be helpful sometimes but not to the point wherin the limits are compromised. LIMITS.. LIMITS that vary. LIMITS that differ. nah. oryt.
i think, i ought to bring back the title.
"the blog that is meant to escape scrutiny"
i don't know if am feeling the right things towards these particular things.
i am just sure of one thing,
the feeling that my thoughts are scrutinized and weighed and then thrown down to my face
does not make me smile at all but they make me think.... make me rethink and make me scrutinize myself.
:) or :( ???
i am not sure.
one of those things...
yehey. simula na nga nung summer vacation ko. hm, actually, dati pa nagsimula. ewan ko ba. parang natripan ko lang ulitulitin sa mukha ko na oo nga simula na.
hm, gumawa ako ng listahan ng mga dapat ko gawin o ng mga gusto ko gawin. nais ko naman kasing maging produktibo ngayong summer eh. hehehehm hindi ko na share yung list ko dito. wala lang.
napansin ko rin na ayaw ko na masyadong nagoonline sa YM.
unlike before na parang aliw na aliw ako sa pakikipagchat sa mga tao, ngayon mas gusto ko na lang na magbrowse o maggaming o hm, gumawa ng ibang bagay.
isa lang naman ang dahilan kung bakit ako nahilig sa YM dati. at ngayon, sigurado ako na wala na yung dahilang yun.........
nung sinulat ko yung title nung blog post na ito, hindi talaga ako sigurado sa kung ano ang magiging laman ng mga posts ko, o kung anuman ang aagos sa isipan ko..
siguro ito yung isa sa mga napakaraming pagkakataon kung kailan hinahayaan ko lang ang sarili ko na sabihin kung ano man ang pwedeng sabihin. ganunpaman, ayaw ko naman maging padalosdalos. ano ka ba. ang gulo ko.
nitong mga nakaraang araw, parang bumalong nanaman sa akin yung pakiramdam na ayaw ko muna magparamdam sa mundo. pero syempre, obvious naman na hindi ko yun ginawa. owel.
hm, magsusulat na lang ulit ako. ng bagong entry. baga sakaling dun, pwede na yung mga biglang pumapasok sa isipan ko.
ang kulit ko. pero ayaw ko sa makulit.
owel. cge.
mamaya na lang. hahaha.
God bless :P
p.s. gagala ata kami ni angge tom :)
hm, gumawa ako ng listahan ng mga dapat ko gawin o ng mga gusto ko gawin. nais ko naman kasing maging produktibo ngayong summer eh. hehehehm hindi ko na share yung list ko dito. wala lang.
napansin ko rin na ayaw ko na masyadong nagoonline sa YM.
unlike before na parang aliw na aliw ako sa pakikipagchat sa mga tao, ngayon mas gusto ko na lang na magbrowse o maggaming o hm, gumawa ng ibang bagay.
isa lang naman ang dahilan kung bakit ako nahilig sa YM dati. at ngayon, sigurado ako na wala na yung dahilang yun.........
nung sinulat ko yung title nung blog post na ito, hindi talaga ako sigurado sa kung ano ang magiging laman ng mga posts ko, o kung anuman ang aagos sa isipan ko..
siguro ito yung isa sa mga napakaraming pagkakataon kung kailan hinahayaan ko lang ang sarili ko na sabihin kung ano man ang pwedeng sabihin. ganunpaman, ayaw ko naman maging padalosdalos. ano ka ba. ang gulo ko.
nitong mga nakaraang araw, parang bumalong nanaman sa akin yung pakiramdam na ayaw ko muna magparamdam sa mundo. pero syempre, obvious naman na hindi ko yun ginawa. owel.
hm, magsusulat na lang ulit ako. ng bagong entry. baga sakaling dun, pwede na yung mga biglang pumapasok sa isipan ko.
ang kulit ko. pero ayaw ko sa makulit.
owel. cge.
mamaya na lang. hahaha.
God bless :P
p.s. gagala ata kami ni angge tom :)
revised: don't expect anything more than what you have given
yes. very applicable.
i love english. english per se. i did not actually foresee that last sem, i would find it difficult to deal with english 12.
yay. sad face :(
i like reading. but perhaps. not to the extent wherein i am forced.
sigh.
confessions.
i was not able to finish even a single novel in the course of our subject.
i was the primary consumer of sparknotes.
i used all my skills in threading my sentences for them to form coherent thoughts, as if i have actually read the novel.
perhaps i have treated it as a real GE.
nah. i have always done well in GEs! well, for the past semesters, i suppose--when our majors have not yet required that much.
but no.. last last sem, i think that i have not also prioritized my Geog1 but i still got the grade that made me smile.
anyway.
last grade that flashed on my screen was eng12.
i was praying that it'll be better.that my teacher will see the efforts that i have still exerted despite my tight sched and demanding academic life.
nah. i was totally wrong.
NO CS for me this sem.
anyway, how can i expect to get a high grade when i have not really fulfilled what the course requires?
or am i just kinda emotionally-stricken knowing that the other class got high grades without effort? naka 1.25 raw yung isa kong friend sa eng12 nang walang ginagawa. hm, lucky class.
anyway, my classmate also got a 2.hm, i don't want to compare his efforts with mine. we're both in engg. and he's always telling me that he has not read any book and that he even did not watch the play for our final paper requirement. hm, silence.
i did my best in our final paper. o well.
no more complaints. period.
hahahah. well, wala ng magagawa.
perhaps if i have read all the novels, i'd be happier.
but alas, eng12 is over.
i just thank God that this sem has been great. yeh, still great.
thanks to Mo. Mary for her guidance and love.
and, hm, i'll be more picky towards ther GEs that i will be choosing.
God blesses me.
i love english. english per se. i did not actually foresee that last sem, i would find it difficult to deal with english 12.
yay. sad face :(
i like reading. but perhaps. not to the extent wherein i am forced.
sigh.
confessions.
i was not able to finish even a single novel in the course of our subject.
i was the primary consumer of sparknotes.
i used all my skills in threading my sentences for them to form coherent thoughts, as if i have actually read the novel.
perhaps i have treated it as a real GE.
nah. i have always done well in GEs! well, for the past semesters, i suppose--when our majors have not yet required that much.
but no.. last last sem, i think that i have not also prioritized my Geog1 but i still got the grade that made me smile.
anyway.
last grade that flashed on my screen was eng12.
i was praying that it'll be better.that my teacher will see the efforts that i have still exerted despite my tight sched and demanding academic life.
nah. i was totally wrong.
NO CS for me this sem.
anyway, how can i expect to get a high grade when i have not really fulfilled what the course requires?
or am i just kinda emotionally-stricken knowing that the other class got high grades without effort? naka 1.25 raw yung isa kong friend sa eng12 nang walang ginagawa. hm, lucky class.
anyway, my classmate also got a 2.hm, i don't want to compare his efforts with mine. we're both in engg. and he's always telling me that he has not read any book and that he even did not watch the play for our final paper requirement. hm, silence.
i did my best in our final paper. o well.
no more complaints. period.
hahahah. well, wala ng magagawa.
perhaps if i have read all the novels, i'd be happier.
but alas, eng12 is over.
i just thank God that this sem has been great. yeh, still great.
thanks to Mo. Mary for her guidance and love.
and, hm, i'll be more picky towards ther GEs that i will be choosing.
God blesses me.
must have beens
sometimes, there are just moments in life wherein you have planned for something and that something did not just go as planned.
at times, it's you who has the "fault". the you has suddenly turned up against your own will. the you who has been on the verge of being undecided once again but has just decided to fall off the cliff. the you who has somehow been a traitor to your original goals and aims. the you who wants another thing.
how does it feel?
to be so excited about a thing and to give it up the moment you almost had it?
to be confused if the thing you have prepared for yourself is absolutely for you or was just conjured by your sheer innocence of the real perspectives that should have dawned on you before the dreadful moment of making the choice has come?
choices. once again. decisions. again and again.
and yet here we are, trying to always stand up. firm in our beliefs that we must continue to make these choices.... trying to escape the temptation of uttering the words "what if" and "what might have been"
yeh. it hurts to look back and see that the snowball **eee23 term :P** has become even larger and it's just plain hard to go back to the basics.
yah. it's the truth. the truth with no sugarcoatings. the truth that will always prevail, cliche man.
you pay for your choices. you earn with your decisions.
that's why better be sure.
at times, it's you who has the "fault". the you has suddenly turned up against your own will. the you who has been on the verge of being undecided once again but has just decided to fall off the cliff. the you who has somehow been a traitor to your original goals and aims. the you who wants another thing.
how does it feel?
to be so excited about a thing and to give it up the moment you almost had it?
to be confused if the thing you have prepared for yourself is absolutely for you or was just conjured by your sheer innocence of the real perspectives that should have dawned on you before the dreadful moment of making the choice has come?
choices. once again. decisions. again and again.
and yet here we are, trying to always stand up. firm in our beliefs that we must continue to make these choices.... trying to escape the temptation of uttering the words "what if" and "what might have been"
yeh. it hurts to look back and see that the snowball **eee23 term :P** has become even larger and it's just plain hard to go back to the basics.
yah. it's the truth. the truth with no sugarcoatings. the truth that will always prevail, cliche man.
you pay for your choices. you earn with your decisions.
that's why better be sure.
on a lighter note, Pray hard.
He'll guide us.
sa wakas
tapos na rin ang math114 probset.
ayun lang.
ang sakit ng kamay ko kakatype ng kung anu anu.
hm, sa susunod na kwento.
God bless :)
ayun lang.
ang sakit ng kamay ko kakatype ng kung anu anu.
hm, sa susunod na kwento.
God bless :)
vacation ko na
yes, i am assuming that i am in vacation mode already.
and honestly, want to do a lot of things.
off topic:
alam niyo, ang sakit pala sa mata pag may mga entries na mali mali yung mga spelling nuh!?
kasi i was reading my past entries and i realized na sooper nagmamadali ako palagi sa pagtatype kaya mali mali yung mga spelling ng mga words. yikes. hm, anyway,
i promise na from now on, i'll be more careful with my spellings :D
promise
but anyway, alam niyo ba na ahm, nais ko na ulit magmultiply.
ganunpaman, ayaw ko namang iwan ang site na ito.
so siguro, shared posts na lang or whatsoever. ahm, siguro dito ko na lang ilalagay yung mga bagay na ayaw ko naman ibroadcast sa mundo sa super hayag na paraan pero nais ko pa rin isulat :P
hahah :))
nakakatawa ako :P
hm, anyway, napakarami kong ideas, at nais ikuwento. siguro iisaisahin ko dito, kahit yung mga nakalipas pa.. anyway, wala naman kasi talaga ako nakakakuwentuhan ng ganun katagal. mga rason?
okies, eto:
--masyado akong busy o kaya pag hindi ako busy, wala ako gana na dumaldal.
--sadyang nahihiya lang ako magkuwento ng magkuwento lalo na kung parang hindi naman interested yung tao. hahah
--hm, parang ang self centered naman ng dating ko kung ako alng yung magkukuwento. at isa pa, mas masarap makinig kasi at least marami kang ibang malalaman di ba?
--mas masaya isulat dito para anytime pwede kong balikan, :P
--tsaka kung meron mang mga nagbabasa nito, at least alam ko na medyo nageefort silang pumunta sa url na ito out of their own will. hahahahahha
ayun ayun. ang lame. wahahahaha :))
so maya maya sisimulan ko na magkuwento.
ahm, san ko ba sisimulan yung kwento?
pero ahm, napakarami ko planong gawin.
mostly, pagaayos ng mga online accounts ko.
tas need ko na tapusin ung mga libro na nasa akin!
tas yung dvd ng sakura, nakopoooooo....
haahaha. cool panic mode.
for a change i'm not panicky dahil sa acads! :P
di buhhhh? :D
ahm, basta, masaya :P
anu pa ba, ahm, ayun, basta, ang dami ko nais gawin sa online world.
nakis ko pa nga magonline game eh.
kaso naghahanap pa akoi ng pwede laruin.
ayoko ng boring..
pero yun yung reason kung bakit hindi ako nahilig sa games, kasi para sa akin, hindi maxadong challenging, or siguro? hindi pa ako nakakita ng game na challenging!
hah oo naman sadyang minsan kasi, hindi ako nageexplore.
ako ang taong iwan mo sa isang lugar, andun pa rin ako. joke.
maxado naman ata kong mabait nunh?
ahm, siguro lilibut din ako around the area pero ahm, takot ako maligaw eh.
ahhahahah :P
whatever clarence :)
hm, so ayunh..
teka, basta aayusin ko talaga. dagdagan ko ng mga stuffs and all,.
pero don't expect na may pictures ha blogger?
kasi yung digicam namin ay dala ng tatay ko na nasa ibang lupalop at yung usb cable naman ng phone ko ay found to be nowhere! ahahah :))
basta :)
mwahuggggggggs! :))
mwahhh
and honestly, want to do a lot of things.
off topic:
alam niyo, ang sakit pala sa mata pag may mga entries na mali mali yung mga spelling nuh!?
kasi i was reading my past entries and i realized na sooper nagmamadali ako palagi sa pagtatype kaya mali mali yung mga spelling ng mga words. yikes. hm, anyway,
i promise na from now on, i'll be more careful with my spellings :D
promise
but anyway, alam niyo ba na ahm, nais ko na ulit magmultiply.
ganunpaman, ayaw ko namang iwan ang site na ito.
so siguro, shared posts na lang or whatsoever. ahm, siguro dito ko na lang ilalagay yung mga bagay na ayaw ko naman ibroadcast sa mundo sa super hayag na paraan pero nais ko pa rin isulat :P
hahah :))
nakakatawa ako :P
hm, anyway, napakarami kong ideas, at nais ikuwento. siguro iisaisahin ko dito, kahit yung mga nakalipas pa.. anyway, wala naman kasi talaga ako nakakakuwentuhan ng ganun katagal. mga rason?
okies, eto:
--masyado akong busy o kaya pag hindi ako busy, wala ako gana na dumaldal.
--sadyang nahihiya lang ako magkuwento ng magkuwento lalo na kung parang hindi naman interested yung tao. hahah
--hm, parang ang self centered naman ng dating ko kung ako alng yung magkukuwento. at isa pa, mas masarap makinig kasi at least marami kang ibang malalaman di ba?
--mas masaya isulat dito para anytime pwede kong balikan, :P
--tsaka kung meron mang mga nagbabasa nito, at least alam ko na medyo nageefort silang pumunta sa url na ito out of their own will. hahahahahha
ayun ayun. ang lame. wahahahaha :))
so maya maya sisimulan ko na magkuwento.
ahm, san ko ba sisimulan yung kwento?
pero ahm, napakarami ko planong gawin.
mostly, pagaayos ng mga online accounts ko.
tas need ko na tapusin ung mga libro na nasa akin!
tas yung dvd ng sakura, nakopoooooo....
haahaha. cool panic mode.
for a change i'm not panicky dahil sa acads! :P
di buhhhh? :D
ahm, basta, masaya :P
anu pa ba, ahm, ayun, basta, ang dami ko nais gawin sa online world.
nakis ko pa nga magonline game eh.
kaso naghahanap pa akoi ng pwede laruin.
ayoko ng boring..
pero yun yung reason kung bakit hindi ako nahilig sa games, kasi para sa akin, hindi maxadong challenging, or siguro? hindi pa ako nakakita ng game na challenging!
hah oo naman sadyang minsan kasi, hindi ako nageexplore.
ako ang taong iwan mo sa isang lugar, andun pa rin ako. joke.
maxado naman ata kong mabait nunh?
ahm, siguro lilibut din ako around the area pero ahm, takot ako maligaw eh.
ahhahahah :P
whatever clarence :)
hm, so ayunh..
teka, basta aayusin ko talaga. dagdagan ko ng mga stuffs and all,.
pero don't expect na may pictures ha blogger?
kasi yung digicam namin ay dala ng tatay ko na nasa ibang lupalop at yung usb cable naman ng phone ko ay found to be nowhere! ahahah :))
basta :)
mwahuggggggggs! :))
mwahhh
okay fine
m, so talagang gusto ko PINK.
medyo nagsayang ako ng maramng oras kaakhanap ng magandang template. ayun, haha. sobrang daming oras ang inialaan ko since last week and ito pa rin pala ang naibigan ng aking mga mata.
share ko alng. inadjust yung braces ko. grabe ang sake!
as in. ayun, may cross elastics na rin ako.
tapos na ang math 114! probset nalang :D
exam na sa wednesday sa eee35. tas sa monday sa eee23. and sa wed ulit next week, es11.
uuwi na si Irza! este umuwi na siya! ngayon yung flight niya eh!
excitedd. weee..... :))
medyo nagsayang ako ng maramng oras kaakhanap ng magandang template. ayun, haha. sobrang daming oras ang inialaan ko since last week and ito pa rin pala ang naibigan ng aking mga mata.
share ko alng. inadjust yung braces ko. grabe ang sake!
as in. ayun, may cross elastics na rin ako.
tapos na ang math 114! probset nalang :D
exam na sa wednesday sa eee35. tas sa monday sa eee23. and sa wed ulit next week, es11.
uuwi na si Irza! este umuwi na siya! ngayon yung flight niya eh!
excitedd. weee..... :))
God bless sa ating lahat.
pray even harder.
believe even more.
ngayon nagkastrike
wala lang. para lang alam ko yung date.
nako nako, mali ang sistema ng pagaannounce nila nuh, dapat night before. heheh :)
wala lang. :)
God bless :P
sa susunod na lang ako magbblog nang maayos........
nako nako, mali ang sistema ng pagaannounce nila nuh, dapat night before. heheh :)
wala lang. :)
God bless :P
sa susunod na lang ako magbblog nang maayos........
wala lang
hm, pang ilang post ko to na ang title ay wala lang?
hahahah :))
wala lang.
hm, fave expression ko, i mean isa sa mga fave expressions ko.
ACAD WEEK na!!!!!!!!!!!!! DAPAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT!
ayunh.
hm, kanina, nagburn ako ng almost 4 hours para sa FI. wala lang.
narealize ko, ayoko na magsungit dun, sana. kais nakakasakit ng ulo at ng puso,. eh alam ko namang joke alng yunh para sa akin, i mean yung pagsusungit. aheheh.
tas nakokonsyensa pa ako agad :P
hahah :)) pero i mean, minsan. haha, wala lang. ang init ksi sa lugar na iyun :P
oh well :)
hm, ACAD WEEK na.
it's now or never.
need ko na magbanat ng mga dapat banatin .
God bless us all!!!
i'm praying really well and hard...............
IM PRAYING REALLY HARD AND WELL.
hahahah :))
wala lang.
hm, fave expression ko, i mean isa sa mga fave expressions ko.
ACAD WEEK na!!!!!!!!!!!!! DAPAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT!
ayunh.
hm, kanina, nagburn ako ng almost 4 hours para sa FI. wala lang.
narealize ko, ayoko na magsungit dun, sana. kais nakakasakit ng ulo at ng puso,. eh alam ko namang joke alng yunh para sa akin, i mean yung pagsusungit. aheheh.
tas nakokonsyensa pa ako agad :P
hahah :)) pero i mean, minsan. haha, wala lang. ang init ksi sa lugar na iyun :P
oh well :)
hm, ACAD WEEK na.
it's now or never.
need ko na magbanat ng mga dapat banatin .
God bless us all!!!
i'm praying really well and hard...............
IM PRAYING REALLY HARD AND WELL.
i have the right to rant
okie. so 12:51 am na! and gising pa ako.
ang weirdo talaga, gising pa rin ako!
inaayos ko yung BSOD ng laptop ko.
hm, mukhang hindi na siya nag-BBSOD! yehey :P
hm, grabe, tulog ako sa byahe!
as in, yes i know, hini yun safe pero ahm, sobrang kulang na ako sa tulog,
halata naman sa mata ko. at sa kapayatan ko, ehem.
hm, kailangan ko pa iburn sa cd yung pics nung debut ko.
ayoko namn magkulang ng oras para sa aral.
hm, eh gusto ko rin manood ng sine tom.
binary decision.
yay,
ayun. gusto ko lang magrant.
nais ko na pumunta sa aking panaginip.
goodnight mamaya.
God bless ;P
ang weirdo talaga, gising pa rin ako!
inaayos ko yung BSOD ng laptop ko.
hm, mukhang hindi na siya nag-BBSOD! yehey :P
hm, grabe, tulog ako sa byahe!
as in, yes i know, hini yun safe pero ahm, sobrang kulang na ako sa tulog,
halata naman sa mata ko. at sa kapayatan ko, ehem.
hm, kailangan ko pa iburn sa cd yung pics nung debut ko.
ayoko namn magkulang ng oras para sa aral.
hm, eh gusto ko rin manood ng sine tom.
binary decision.
yay,
ayun. gusto ko lang magrant.
nais ko na pumunta sa aking panaginip.
goodnight mamaya.
God bless ;P
pouring my heart out
the past events that have unfolded upon me made me believe that i am human.
...that i am capable of emotion and that most importantly, contrary to my belief, i have not been numb.
....but crying is not that bad.perhaps, at times, it balances one's emotions....making her aware of her own existence.
happybirthday ellis.
...that i am capable of emotion and that most importantly, contrary to my belief, i have not been numb.
i don't want to shed even a tear because i am afraid that if i start to
cry, it may be too hard for me to stop.
....but crying is not that bad.perhaps, at times, it balances one's emotions....making her aware of her own existence.
happybirthday ellis.
hi
nako nako nako nako.
ayun. hm, talaga nga naman oh.
at ayoko magrant.
hahahahahah.
ang bilis ko antukin these past few days. at dapat talaga ay hindi ako nagbblog nuh kasi dapat eh nagpapakaresponsable na ako. hahah :)
anu ba yun.
hm, wala lang.
nais ko lang dumaan at mag-hi sa iyo.
isang malaking HI.
sa susunod na lang ulit.
ayun. hm, talaga nga naman oh.
at ayoko magrant.
hahahahahah.
ang bilis ko antukin these past few days. at dapat talaga ay hindi ako nagbblog nuh kasi dapat eh nagpapakaresponsable na ako. hahah :)
anu ba yun.
hm, wala lang.
nais ko lang dumaan at mag-hi sa iyo.
isang malaking HI.
sa susunod na lang ulit.
yehey :P
thank you Lord for everything.
hm, ayun lang naman :)
hm, seldom do we realize the worth of things around us until we see them in a different perspective :)
aja :)
mwahuggs :)
hm, there are so many things to do and yeah, i should get going. :)
God be with us all :)
wala lang, bigla ko naisip si hello kitty :) haha :)) i used to like her as a kid :) huggsindoc
yes yes!
today was the indoc of the 07b apps.
hm, i decided to go.
it is my first time to watch an indoc on the perspective of an ARM member.
it was fun.
afterwards, our ARM head treated us to dinner.
haha. although i spent my whole sunday there, i think it is just alright.
i need to catch up in terms of my "list of things to do".
i'm totally inspired by the quotation i read a while ago.
don't worry about making the right decision.
work to make your decision right.
asteeeg di ba? :) asteeeg talaga!
so i think this will help me feel better towards my decisions in life.
ah wala lang.
hm, napanood ko na rin yung v for vendetta!
ang bigatin, ang ganda. ang lalim nung movie!
we are all v. hahahah :))
hm, cge cge. mwahhuggs :P
today was the indoc of the 07b apps.
hm, i decided to go.
it is my first time to watch an indoc on the perspective of an ARM member.
it was fun.
afterwards, our ARM head treated us to dinner.
haha. although i spent my whole sunday there, i think it is just alright.
i need to catch up in terms of my "list of things to do".
i'm totally inspired by the quotation i read a while ago.
don't worry about making the right decision.
work to make your decision right.
asteeeg di ba? :) asteeeg talaga!
so i think this will help me feel better towards my decisions in life.
ideally,there should be no pressures in deciding.
ah wala lang.
hm, napanood ko na rin yung v for vendetta!
ang bigatin, ang ganda. ang lalim nung movie!
we are all v. hahahah :))
hm, cge cge. mwahhuggs :P
when my patience is put to the limit
patience is a virtue.
everyone knows this fact.
a dull saturday morning.
i decided not to go to our org's outreach primarily because i would like to take a rest. besides, i need to go to my dentist because it was two months ago when my braces were last adjusted.
i went out of the house at around 12:30 due to my mother's demand.
i arrived at the clinic at around 12:45. alas. the dentist will be available at 2pm!
binary decision.
will i wait and stay or will i go out and return later?
i decided to do the latter.
i returnedat around 4pm!
alas again, the dentist is already unavailable...
do you experience that kind of feeling?
you are tempted to feel irritated but you settle to feel nothing.
you are tempted to sigh and to moan and to complain yet you choose to accpet the fact taht you have made a wrong decision.
my mother was mad at me.
she said that i don't realize the value of money since the cost of that unowrthy trip wzs 120pesos! daig ko pa ang nagpunta ng Maynila.....
kainis. ang sira ko talaga.
am i that impatient that i can't wait for about an hour without anything to do??
hm, i don't really like the feeling of sitting somewhere when i know that i could have been somewhere better but i guess i should learn that sometimes, i need to concede to the fact that there are better choices and mostly, those transpire when you decide to stay where you are and let patience prevail.
before i arrived at four pm there, i told myself that i will wait for her... that i will stay and WAIT. but alas, the moment i decided to stay and WAIT was the same moment that she is already gone. RAR. when will be the right time to wait?
RAR. matalino naman ako... bakit sa mga ganitong pagkakataon parang ang ewan ewan ng mga desisyon ko? ayoko namang lalong isipin na "sana nagoutreach na lang ako"
this is another blog entry of my raaaannntssss...
kailan kaya ako magbblog ng masaya?
but honestly, when i am not sad, i don't feel anything.
though i know, ideally, i need to feel happy.
it's because there are lots of things that i should be happy about.
but can i blame myself if sometimes the mood of sadness just dawns on me like a curtain that is not willing to be touched by the wind?
or am i just thinking too hard?
o baka naman aspeting <3 lang ito? lovelife? huh?
hm, ang alam ko, maraming rason para sumaya.
at oo nga, tama naman. piliin mong sumaya.
may nagsabi sa akin,
kung gusto mong sumaya, magpasaya ka ng iba.
ang galing di ba?
hm, sinu naman kaya ang mapapasaya ko?
hahaha.
hm, patience is a virtue.
it pays to be patient......
everyone knows this fact.
a dull saturday morning.
i decided not to go to our org's outreach primarily because i would like to take a rest. besides, i need to go to my dentist because it was two months ago when my braces were last adjusted.
i went out of the house at around 12:30 due to my mother's demand.
i arrived at the clinic at around 12:45. alas. the dentist will be available at 2pm!
binary decision.
will i wait and stay or will i go out and return later?
i decided to do the latter.
i returnedat around 4pm!
alas again, the dentist is already unavailable...
do you experience that kind of feeling?
you are tempted to feel irritated but you settle to feel nothing.
you are tempted to sigh and to moan and to complain yet you choose to accpet the fact taht you have made a wrong decision.
my mother was mad at me.
she said that i don't realize the value of money since the cost of that unowrthy trip wzs 120pesos! daig ko pa ang nagpunta ng Maynila.....
kainis. ang sira ko talaga.
am i that impatient that i can't wait for about an hour without anything to do??
hm, i don't really like the feeling of sitting somewhere when i know that i could have been somewhere better but i guess i should learn that sometimes, i need to concede to the fact that there are better choices and mostly, those transpire when you decide to stay where you are and let patience prevail.
before i arrived at four pm there, i told myself that i will wait for her... that i will stay and WAIT. but alas, the moment i decided to stay and WAIT was the same moment that she is already gone. RAR. when will be the right time to wait?
RAR. matalino naman ako... bakit sa mga ganitong pagkakataon parang ang ewan ewan ng mga desisyon ko? ayoko namang lalong isipin na "sana nagoutreach na lang ako"
this is another blog entry of my raaaannntssss...
kailan kaya ako magbblog ng masaya?
but honestly, when i am not sad, i don't feel anything.
though i know, ideally, i need to feel happy.
it's because there are lots of things that i should be happy about.
but can i blame myself if sometimes the mood of sadness just dawns on me like a curtain that is not willing to be touched by the wind?
or am i just thinking too hard?
o baka naman aspeting <3 lang ito? lovelife? huh?
hm, ang alam ko, maraming rason para sumaya.
at oo nga, tama naman. piliin mong sumaya.
may nagsabi sa akin,
kung gusto mong sumaya, magpasaya ka ng iba.
ang galing di ba?
hm, sinu naman kaya ang mapapasaya ko?
hahaha.
hm, patience is a virtue.
it pays to be patient......
mga kantang pang-valentines
hindi ko na ilalagay yung mga titles ah :P
jahe yung iba eh :P pero obvious naman eh! :P
hm, may dedication dapat eh, pero joke na lang ;P
There was nothing to say, the day she left,Just filled the suitcase full of regrets.I hailed a taxi in the rain,Looking for some place to ease the pain.Then like an answered prayer,I turned around and found you there. Chorus:You really know where to start,Fixing my broken heart.You really know what to do,Your emotional tools,Can cure any fool,Whose dreams have fallen apartFixing a broken heart. Now I don't understand, what I'm going through.There must be a plan, that led me to you,Because the hurt just disappears,In every moment that you are near.Just like an answered prayer,You make the loneliness easy to bear. You really know where to start,Fixing my broken heart.You really know what to do,Your emotional tools,Can cure any fool,Whose dreams have fallen apartFixing a broken heart. Soon the rain will stop falling baby,And I'll forget the past,Cause here we are at last. Chorus(slightly different): You really know where to start,Fixing a broken heart. <-- this line the "a" is "my" is prev. chorusYou really know what to do,Your emotional tools,Can cure any fool,Whose dreams have fallen apartFixing a broken heart.
Wish I could be the one The one who could give you love The kind of love you really need Wish I could say to you That I'll always stay with you But baby that's not me You need someone willing to give their heart and soul to you Promise you forever, baby that's something I can't do Oh I could say that I'll be all you need But that would be a lie I know I'd only hurt you I know I'd only make you cry I'm not the one you're needing I love you, goodbye I hope someday you can Find some way to understand I'm only doing this for you I don't really wanna go But deep in my heart I know this is the kindest thing to do You'll find someone who'll be the one that I could never be Who'll give you something better Than the love you'll find with me Oh I could say that I'll be all you need But that would be a crime I know I'd only hurt you I know I'd only make you cry I'm not the one you're needing I love you, goodbye Leaving someone when you love someone Is the hardest thing to do When you love someone as much as I love you Oh I don't wanna leave you Baby it tears me up inside But I'll never be the one you're needing I love you, goodbye Baby, its never ganna work out I love you, goodbye
What day is it? And in what month?This clock never seemed so aliveI can't keep up and I can't back downI've been losing so much timeCause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to doNothing to loseAnd it's you and me and all of the peopleAnd I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of youAll of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out rightI'm tripping on wordsYou've got my head spinningI don't know where to go from hereCause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to doNothing to proveAnd it's you and me and all of the peopleAnd I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of youThere's something about you nowI can't quite figure outEverything she does is beautifulEverything she does is rightCause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to doNothing to loseAnd it's you and me and all of the peopleAnd I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of youAnd me and all of the people with nothing to doNothing to proveAnd it's you and me and all of the peopleAnd I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of youWhat day is it?And in what month?This clock never seemed so alive
Another day passes by and I'm dreamin' of youAnd though I know it might be just a dream, dreams come trueSomewhere, somehow I'll find youeven though it takes all of my life(all of my life, ooh hoh)REFRAIN 1And when I fin'lly do (and when I fin'lly do)I know inside my heart (I know inside my heart)That there could be no doubtI knew it from the startCHORUS(You are the one)You are the one that I've been searching formy whole life through(You are the one)You are the one that I've been looking forand now that I found youI'll never let you goI'll hold you in my arms'Cause you are the oneAnother night spent aloneand I'm lyin' in the dark (I'm lyin' in the dark)I don't know your namebut I know your voice sings to my heartA sweet melody, a symphony of loveREFRAIN 2I know that come one day (I know that come one day)A time for you and me (a time for you and me)To fin'lly be together'Cause I know we're meant to beCHORUS(You are the one)You are the one that I've been searching formy whole life through(You are the one)You are the one that I've been looking forand now that I found youI'll never let you goI'll hold you in my armsBRIDGEForever is meaningless wordeven though you're here with meHere by my side, here in my heartAD LIBI'll never let you goI'll hold you in my armsREPEAT CHORUS 2X'Cause you are the oneYou are the oneYou are the one.ooh
Come and lay here beside meI'll tell you how i feelThere's a secret inside meI'm ready to revealTo have you close, embrace your heartWith my loveOver and overThese are things that i promiseMy promise to youChorus:For all of my lifeYou are the one, i will love you faithfully foreverAll of my life you are the oneI'll give to you my greatest loveFor all of my life.Ooohhh..O yeah...Let me lay down beside youThere's something you should knowI pray that you decide toOpen your heart and let me showEnchanted worlds of fairy talesA wonderland of loveThese are things that i promiseMy promise to youChorusAll of my lifeWith all of my heartThese are things that i promise
ahy, ayoko na nga. hahah
ciao na lang :P
may exam kami sa wednesday.wala lang :P
God blesses me! :)
huggs :)
jahe yung iba eh :P pero obvious naman eh! :P
hm, may dedication dapat eh, pero joke na lang ;P
There was nothing to say, the day she left,Just filled the suitcase full of regrets.I hailed a taxi in the rain,Looking for some place to ease the pain.Then like an answered prayer,I turned around and found you there. Chorus:You really know where to start,Fixing my broken heart.You really know what to do,Your emotional tools,Can cure any fool,Whose dreams have fallen apartFixing a broken heart. Now I don't understand, what I'm going through.There must be a plan, that led me to you,Because the hurt just disappears,In every moment that you are near.Just like an answered prayer,You make the loneliness easy to bear. You really know where to start,Fixing my broken heart.You really know what to do,Your emotional tools,Can cure any fool,Whose dreams have fallen apartFixing a broken heart. Soon the rain will stop falling baby,And I'll forget the past,Cause here we are at last. Chorus(slightly different): You really know where to start,Fixing a broken heart. <-- this line the "a" is "my" is prev. chorusYou really know what to do,Your emotional tools,Can cure any fool,Whose dreams have fallen apartFixing a broken heart.
Wish I could be the one The one who could give you love The kind of love you really need Wish I could say to you That I'll always stay with you But baby that's not me You need someone willing to give their heart and soul to you Promise you forever, baby that's something I can't do Oh I could say that I'll be all you need But that would be a lie I know I'd only hurt you I know I'd only make you cry I'm not the one you're needing I love you, goodbye I hope someday you can Find some way to understand I'm only doing this for you I don't really wanna go But deep in my heart I know this is the kindest thing to do You'll find someone who'll be the one that I could never be Who'll give you something better Than the love you'll find with me Oh I could say that I'll be all you need But that would be a crime I know I'd only hurt you I know I'd only make you cry I'm not the one you're needing I love you, goodbye Leaving someone when you love someone Is the hardest thing to do When you love someone as much as I love you Oh I don't wanna leave you Baby it tears me up inside But I'll never be the one you're needing I love you, goodbye Baby, its never ganna work out I love you, goodbye
What day is it? And in what month?This clock never seemed so aliveI can't keep up and I can't back downI've been losing so much timeCause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to doNothing to loseAnd it's you and me and all of the peopleAnd I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of youAll of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out rightI'm tripping on wordsYou've got my head spinningI don't know where to go from hereCause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to doNothing to proveAnd it's you and me and all of the peopleAnd I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of youThere's something about you nowI can't quite figure outEverything she does is beautifulEverything she does is rightCause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to doNothing to loseAnd it's you and me and all of the peopleAnd I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of youAnd me and all of the people with nothing to doNothing to proveAnd it's you and me and all of the peopleAnd I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of youWhat day is it?And in what month?This clock never seemed so alive
Another day passes by and I'm dreamin' of youAnd though I know it might be just a dream, dreams come trueSomewhere, somehow I'll find youeven though it takes all of my life(all of my life, ooh hoh)REFRAIN 1And when I fin'lly do (and when I fin'lly do)I know inside my heart (I know inside my heart)That there could be no doubtI knew it from the startCHORUS(You are the one)You are the one that I've been searching formy whole life through(You are the one)You are the one that I've been looking forand now that I found youI'll never let you goI'll hold you in my arms'Cause you are the oneAnother night spent aloneand I'm lyin' in the dark (I'm lyin' in the dark)I don't know your namebut I know your voice sings to my heartA sweet melody, a symphony of loveREFRAIN 2I know that come one day (I know that come one day)A time for you and me (a time for you and me)To fin'lly be together'Cause I know we're meant to beCHORUS(You are the one)You are the one that I've been searching formy whole life through(You are the one)You are the one that I've been looking forand now that I found youI'll never let you goI'll hold you in my armsBRIDGEForever is meaningless wordeven though you're here with meHere by my side, here in my heartAD LIBI'll never let you goI'll hold you in my armsREPEAT CHORUS 2X'Cause you are the oneYou are the oneYou are the one.ooh
Come and lay here beside meI'll tell you how i feelThere's a secret inside meI'm ready to revealTo have you close, embrace your heartWith my loveOver and overThese are things that i promiseMy promise to youChorus:For all of my lifeYou are the one, i will love you faithfully foreverAll of my life you are the oneI'll give to you my greatest loveFor all of my life.Ooohhh..O yeah...Let me lay down beside youThere's something you should knowI pray that you decide toOpen your heart and let me showEnchanted worlds of fairy talesA wonderland of loveThese are things that i promiseMy promise to youChorusAll of my lifeWith all of my heartThese are things that i promise
ahy, ayoko na nga. hahah
ciao na lang :P
may exam kami sa wednesday.wala lang :P
God blesses me! :)
huggs :)
dahil malapit na ang araw ng mga puso...
where did that come from? where did the idea that valentine's day is a day for the hearts? a day for love, supposedly? hm, okie, a little historical background here...
"One legend contends that Valentine was a priest who served during the third century in Rome. When Emperor Claudius II decided that single men made better soldiers than those with wives and families, he outlawed marriage for young men -- his crop of potential soldiers. Valentine, realizing the injustice of the decree, defied Claudius and continued to perform marriages for young lovers in secret. When Valentine's actions were discovered, Claudius ordered that he be put to death."http://www.history.com/minisite.do?content_type=Minisite_Generic&content_type_id=882&display_order=1&mini_id=1084
ah so st.valentine's inspire others to pursue their love for the object of their love. yah, i think so.. hm..
even in my previous blog entries, i have always disdained the romantic aspect of my life. yah i know, i am not that open in terms of this thing. i do have crushes, i get kilig whenever my crush makes me pansin /*duh, what a linggo...*/, i sometimes long for soemone to be with me whenever i am alone...i sometimes daydream of being with a special person instead of my own imaginary friend who has always lurk with me during my "loner-ako-moments". hahahah. and so?
ngayon, araw na naman ng mga puso. araw na naman ng pag-ibig? huh? ang corny mo clarencia.
anyway, sabi ni yuda at ng bestfriend ko, valentine's day is "single awareness day". in the very words of my bestfriend, she said, "valentine's day is the day wherein singles are made to feel miserable,..." hm, hm, hm,... hahaha. and so?
i don't really feel miserable despite the fact that i am single.
i don't really get the feeling that i need to involve myself in a commitment any time soon.
i don't really see myself being addicted to this so called "love" and cry afterwards.
i don't want to be open to the idea that i must have someone special in my life in order to feel complete.
duh? ironically,
i admit that i fancy the idea of having someone whom you can just love amidst everything. /*yuck, lagot ako sa tatay ko, balita ko eh nababasa niya yung mga entries ko dito! at mantakin mo nga naman, paano kaya niya nalaman ang url nito? huh? hm, ang hirap namang magbago ng url kasi eto na yung alam ng iba. shucks talaga.*/
anyway, to continue....
hm, i don't have a heart of steel and honestly, at times, it gets too tempting to break my defenses, remove my walls and let myself be covered with the love that has made this world shout for more.
kanina lang, i had this conversation with my mother.
Clarence: ma, kilala mo ba si /*insert name here...ah, kunwari EDIT ang name niya*/ EDIT? hm, alam mo crush ko yunh. kasi ganito at ganyan. tapos, ganito pa.... hm, blah blah blah blah..."
Mama: "hm, wag muna anak. hindi pa yan panahon. sinasabi ko sa iyo, marami kang panahon sa ganyan. " and so on and so on....
tapos bago lumabas ng sm marilao, nakita namin yung isang teacher ko!
syempre like everyone else, ang bati sa akin ay
Teacher:" aba, gumaganda ka ah. /*wahahaahh pagbigyan na ako,,, :P pero sinabi niya tlga yunh. tas naopen up nanaman ang tanong. the one million dollar question*/ may boyfriend na ba yan?
hahahaha. ASA. ASA na meron. syempre wala di ba!
tas ayunh, sinabihan na rin niya ako ng napakaraming bagay.
REASONS WHY I SHOULD NOT HAVE A BOYFRIEND:? huh, ahm, erase....
REASONS WHY i SHOULD STAY SINGLE: according to my teacher and my mother. :)
"One legend contends that Valentine was a priest who served during the third century in Rome. When Emperor Claudius II decided that single men made better soldiers than those with wives and families, he outlawed marriage for young men -- his crop of potential soldiers. Valentine, realizing the injustice of the decree, defied Claudius and continued to perform marriages for young lovers in secret. When Valentine's actions were discovered, Claudius ordered that he be put to death."http://www.history.com/minisite.do?content_type=Minisite_Generic&content_type_id=882&display_order=1&mini_id=1084
ah so st.valentine's inspire others to pursue their love for the object of their love. yah, i think so.. hm..
even in my previous blog entries, i have always disdained the romantic aspect of my life. yah i know, i am not that open in terms of this thing. i do have crushes, i get kilig whenever my crush makes me pansin /*duh, what a linggo...*/, i sometimes long for soemone to be with me whenever i am alone...i sometimes daydream of being with a special person instead of my own imaginary friend who has always lurk with me during my "loner-ako-moments". hahahah. and so?
ngayon, araw na naman ng mga puso. araw na naman ng pag-ibig? huh? ang corny mo clarencia.
anyway, sabi ni yuda at ng bestfriend ko, valentine's day is "single awareness day". in the very words of my bestfriend, she said, "valentine's day is the day wherein singles are made to feel miserable,..." hm, hm, hm,... hahaha. and so?
i don't really feel miserable despite the fact that i am single.
i don't really get the feeling that i need to involve myself in a commitment any time soon.
i don't really see myself being addicted to this so called "love" and cry afterwards.
i don't want to be open to the idea that i must have someone special in my life in order to feel complete.
duh? ironically,
i admit that i fancy the idea of having someone whom you can just love amidst everything. /*yuck, lagot ako sa tatay ko, balita ko eh nababasa niya yung mga entries ko dito! at mantakin mo nga naman, paano kaya niya nalaman ang url nito? huh? hm, ang hirap namang magbago ng url kasi eto na yung alam ng iba. shucks talaga.*/
anyway, to continue....
hm, i don't have a heart of steel and honestly, at times, it gets too tempting to break my defenses, remove my walls and let myself be covered with the love that has made this world shout for more.
kanina lang, i had this conversation with my mother.
Clarence: ma, kilala mo ba si /*insert name here...ah, kunwari EDIT ang name niya*/ EDIT? hm, alam mo crush ko yunh. kasi ganito at ganyan. tapos, ganito pa.... hm, blah blah blah blah..."
Mama: "hm, wag muna anak. hindi pa yan panahon. sinasabi ko sa iyo, marami kang panahon sa ganyan. " and so on and so on....
tapos bago lumabas ng sm marilao, nakita namin yung isang teacher ko!
syempre like everyone else, ang bati sa akin ay
Teacher:" aba, gumaganda ka ah. /*wahahaahh pagbigyan na ako,,, :P pero sinabi niya tlga yunh. tas naopen up nanaman ang tanong. the one million dollar question*/ may boyfriend na ba yan?
hahahaha. ASA. ASA na meron. syempre wala di ba!
tas ayunh, sinabihan na rin niya ako ng napakaraming bagay.
REASONS WHY I SHOULD NOT HAVE A BOYFRIEND:? huh, ahm, erase....
REASONS WHY i SHOULD STAY SINGLE: according to my teacher and my mother. :)
- unahin ang career at pagaaral.
- wag ka muna sa commitments pero okie lang magentertain, mga kaibigan.
- masasaktan ka lang, mahirap masaktan iha!
- iba na ang panahon ngayon at nakakatakot ang mga lalaki sa panahon ngayon.
- mark my word: my soul mate ka at hindi ka tatandang dalaga.
- may itsura ka naman kaya wag ka magmadali sa ganyan.
- "hindi ko type yung sinasabi mo.at hindi namin siya kilala ng papa mo." -->mama ko. wahahahahah. natawa ako dito, sobra. :))
hm, at dahil araw ng mga puso, at muli akong napaalalahanan ng mga ganitong bagay, anu na kaya?
hm,....
being single or committed is not the issue here. it's about the fact that in this world wherein every emotion and feeling is sensationalized to the extremes, will you have enough guts and temperament to settle for your own idealism and timeline? will you not be blinded by the impression that you need to have these commitments in order to be happy or that you need to hold someone else's hand to make it through in life?
these days, i hold my own hand a lot...just so i can know the feeling of holding a hand. but i guess, this entry will always remind me of how i should begin to trust myself and my future to what God has planned for me. it may be too tempting to plunge in the world of romantic love especially when things are seeming to be too good to be true but self control and the right frame of mind will always serve as the steering wheel towards the right path. i know, i am not perfect in obedience. i might eat my words and end up falling in love or being with someone. but i guess that if ever that time comes, i must make it sure to myself that i made the decision with my whole heart, mind and soul..that i am willing to stand by it and that i was not just pressured.hm, toinks.
ang seryoso ko.
ang sa akin lang naman, darating din ang panahon na yun. hindi ko alam kung kailan pero kapag naman binigay ng Diyos, mararamdaman mo iyun di ba? mahirap masaktan at ayoko talagang maramdaman ang sakit na ganun. ang totoo kasi, marami ka pang dapat gawin na ibang bagay at ang aspetong ito ng buhay ay hindi muna dapat pinoproblema o iniisip.. ayun pala ang point nito. hm, nakakatawa naman ako. actually hindi ko naman siya iniisip talaga. napaisip lang ako dahil nga siguro magvavalentine's day na ulit! haha :))
bata pa naman kasi at may iba pa dapat na priorities. huh? yun ba yun? haha, ah, Bathala na. hindi naman kasi talaga dapat pang binoblog ang mga ganitong issue..!!
basta ang alam ko, ang Valentine's Day ay hindi lamang para sa mga may karelasyon in a romantic sense. ito ay para sa lahat ng nagmamahal at minamahal.... may agape naman di ba?
mahal tayo lahat ng Diyos at ang katotohanang iyon ay sapat na upang isipin na worth icommemorate ang Valentine's Day.
haha, isang malaking whatever! :P
bakit ash wednesday? -- my homework
i got this answer from http://www.gotquestions.org/Ash-Wednesday.html
"Ash Wednesday is the day Lent begins. It occurs forty days before Good Friday. The “official” name of Ash Wednesday is “the Day of Ashes.” The reason the day became known as Ash Wednesday is that it is forty days before Good Friday, which will always be a Wednesday."
hm, so this is the explanation.... :P
wel, why forty?
as we know, forty is a significant number in the Bible. :)
ayun ayunh. :P
"Ash Wednesday is the day Lent begins. It occurs forty days before Good Friday. The “official” name of Ash Wednesday is “the Day of Ashes.” The reason the day became known as Ash Wednesday is that it is forty days before Good Friday, which will always be a Wednesday."
hm, so this is the explanation.... :P
wel, why forty?
as we know, forty is a significant number in the Bible. :)
ayun ayunh. :P
today is Ash Wednesday
For the Catholics, this is the start of the Lenten season.
a question was raised during lunch. it was raised by a non-catholic.
"bakit wednesday.?"
hm, i think that's my homework.
i uninstalled Yahoo Mssgr from my laptop last night.
and right now i am using our family pc....
i installed the Ym beta version here but i am not using it.
hahahah, clap for me!!! clap for me!
thou shall not fall into temptation. tsk.
weeirrrddyyy :P
anyway, i need to pm someone for the sake of someone else.
hahah.
hm, throw all your negativities away :)
smile the day.. :)
ah!!! i attended the convocation pala kanina,wala lang sort of preserving the events of this day...
hm, we had bandage lessons sa cwts.
i was not late sa es11! yahoo, i almost thought that i will miss the quiz, wahehehe..
hm, anu pa ba?
ah, ayun lang naman.
i started reading the book on happiness na and actualy i find it nice although like its warning, the things placed there are the things that are already in you.
happiness should be rediscovered.
hm, obvious ba?
parang ayus ata ang mood ko ngayon!
haha :)
good for me :P
aba dapat masustain ito nuh.
hm, hindi pa ako naghahapunan.
ang daming tao kanina sa simbahan!
umaapaw ang simbahan ng marilao.
i love my religion. wala lang.
i had so many conversations about religion starting last night.
hm, far from temptations, far away, lalalala....
hm, naisip ko lang!
\ang dalas ko ng kumakain ng ice cream! almost everyday or every other day.
gusto ko ng cake, yung masarap na cake. at gusto ko rin ng bananachips. huh? biglang nagcrave?
pero ayoko ng bananachips na mamantika. yay. anu ba yan.
sabi kasi ng mama ko pumapayat daw ako!
o baka nabubulag lang siya sa eyebags ko dahil sa pagpupuyat ko!
yay, hindi ko pa natatanong kung may pasok kami tom sa math 114!!!
babush :P
a question was raised during lunch. it was raised by a non-catholic.
"bakit wednesday.?"
hm, i think that's my homework.
i uninstalled Yahoo Mssgr from my laptop last night.
and right now i am using our family pc....
i installed the Ym beta version here but i am not using it.
hahahah, clap for me!!! clap for me!
thou shall not fall into temptation. tsk.
weeirrrddyyy :P
anyway, i need to pm someone for the sake of someone else.
hahah.
hm, throw all your negativities away :)
smile the day.. :)
ah!!! i attended the convocation pala kanina,wala lang sort of preserving the events of this day...
hm, we had bandage lessons sa cwts.
i was not late sa es11! yahoo, i almost thought that i will miss the quiz, wahehehe..
hm, anu pa ba?
ah, ayun lang naman.
i started reading the book on happiness na and actualy i find it nice although like its warning, the things placed there are the things that are already in you.
happiness should be rediscovered.
hm, obvious ba?
parang ayus ata ang mood ko ngayon!
haha :)
good for me :P
aba dapat masustain ito nuh.
hm, hindi pa ako naghahapunan.
ang daming tao kanina sa simbahan!
umaapaw ang simbahan ng marilao.
i love my religion. wala lang.
i had so many conversations about religion starting last night.
hm, far from temptations, far away, lalalala....
hm, naisip ko lang!
\ang dalas ko ng kumakain ng ice cream! almost everyday or every other day.
gusto ko ng cake, yung masarap na cake. at gusto ko rin ng bananachips. huh? biglang nagcrave?
pero ayoko ng bananachips na mamantika. yay. anu ba yan.
sabi kasi ng mama ko pumapayat daw ako!
o baka nabubulag lang siya sa eyebags ko dahil sa pagpupuyat ko!
yay, hindi ko pa natatanong kung may pasok kami tom sa math 114!!!
babush :P
when does a boring life begin?
recently i find myself in a fleeting yet stationary state of melancholy. i am not sure of the reason but it seems that the days of being happy have subsided for a while... yes, i am fighting the urge to sulk. i am fighting myself from feeling the paranoia that is haunting me.i am alleviating myself from being a damsel in distress primarily because i don't want any prince to arrive.
it just seems that my days are becoming so usual. or so i thought?
it seems that i am indulging myself so much of the superficiality that baffles this world with immaterial concepts of nothingness.or am i just being plain sarcastic once again?
surreal. this is how i describe things when i think that everything fits into place. yet surreal is also the same word that fits my situation although i know, i am far from feeling the same sensation.
for two instances this week, a question that is so ordinary has made me thought of something extraordinary...
Friend: what is your hobby?
I: reading, i guess so...
F: huh? eh parang hindi ka nga mahilig magbasa eh...
I: huh, talaga? hm, mahilig ako magbasa, hindi lang halata. at kakaiba kasi yung mga binabasa ko.
but honestly, that conversation stirred me up.
tama siya, ako ang taong walang hobby.
siguro kaya naiisip kong boring ang buhay, o boring nga ba? ayokong sumuko sa kaisipang iyon.
it's because i am still fighting, fighting with my own tempting self, so that the question i have posted as title of this blog entry is not meant to have the word "my" instead of "a".
i am not inclined into sports. i am proud to claim that badminton and jackstone are the only games that i truly enjoy. i don't want to sweat, i don't want to wear those sporty attires and tire my heart out in the gym. basically because, i am nopt permitted to "exhaust" my heart. hahaha.
i am not into anime, not that much.... not in an addicted mode.. but hey, i do watch some particular series!!! when i have the time, that is.
i am not into music...perhaps, it's because i am too darn lazy to bring with me any source of music. i do have the choice actually to bring some mp3s or use my phone but i just opt not to. katakot kasi sa mata ng mga masasamang loob? eh?
i am into arts. yes, i am. i like drawing, painting and skecthing. when i was in high school , i used to join poster making contests. my collection of art materials used to be complete--from pastels, to watercolors to colored pencils and colored pens. but that was before. haha, i rarely even hold a pencil in my hand these days for the sake of art! i mean, io draw things before but more of them were usually abstract things, not the anime thingy that is most drawn by most people.
i am not into computer games. well i have not delved into RPGs but i guess,i easily get bored in dealing with a fake environment wherein every movement is simulated and artificial. pepsi, i want the real thing. but i ma planning to actually join an online kingdom and build my castle theer... i'm planning to be the princess of my own land and be who i am, the one who's unafraid to dare and to bold my identity...or is that quite addicting? haha, i do not want to get addicted. yikes, halohalo na naman.
i am into nature. yes, i even planned of becoming an environmental engineer! thing is, i don't grow a garden.... not so much of an outward hobby. more of an inner hobby. ah, i mean, caring for Mother Earth!
i am into cooking. yes, but not that much.
i am into cross stitching and crocheting! but i just don't do those things now..
hm, i think i get my own point here.
i even blurted out a joke.
hobby ko ang magtravel from diliman to marilao and vice versa.
nyay. di nga?haha
i don't want to get addicted perhaps to the pleasure that these things[hobbies] can give me and in the process, result to being negligent of my own real responsibilities. however, i know that i need to maintain a balance among the things that i must juggle in this life. my life is definitely not one dimensional. what i must do therefore is to make the most out of what God has given me because a boring life only starts when you have succumbed to the fact that you are indeed leading a boring life. and as for me, boring equates worthless... i must therefore persevere to continuously jest my senses and let my enthusiasm prevail.
an idle mind is the devil's workshop. ika nga di ba??
and so, i am now grabbing a book, a book that is all about happiness. :)
and i know, that this solitary phase will soon fade into oblivion as i sing psalms and recover the pieces of what i should really be.
lastly, don't miss out the fun. :)
hahahah,EEE days nga pala ngayon. hm, nasan ako? nasa bahay!
ang aga aga ko umuwi. eh kasi naman. nyay. :P
hm,
it just seems that my days are becoming so usual. or so i thought?
it seems that i am indulging myself so much of the superficiality that baffles this world with immaterial concepts of nothingness.or am i just being plain sarcastic once again?
surreal. this is how i describe things when i think that everything fits into place. yet surreal is also the same word that fits my situation although i know, i am far from feeling the same sensation.
for two instances this week, a question that is so ordinary has made me thought of something extraordinary...
Friend: what is your hobby?
I: reading, i guess so...
F: huh? eh parang hindi ka nga mahilig magbasa eh...
I: huh, talaga? hm, mahilig ako magbasa, hindi lang halata. at kakaiba kasi yung mga binabasa ko.
but honestly, that conversation stirred me up.
tama siya, ako ang taong walang hobby.
siguro kaya naiisip kong boring ang buhay, o boring nga ba? ayokong sumuko sa kaisipang iyon.
it's because i am still fighting, fighting with my own tempting self, so that the question i have posted as title of this blog entry is not meant to have the word "my" instead of "a".
i am not inclined into sports. i am proud to claim that badminton and jackstone are the only games that i truly enjoy. i don't want to sweat, i don't want to wear those sporty attires and tire my heart out in the gym. basically because, i am nopt permitted to "exhaust" my heart. hahaha.
i am not into anime, not that much.... not in an addicted mode.. but hey, i do watch some particular series!!! when i have the time, that is.
i am not into music...perhaps, it's because i am too darn lazy to bring with me any source of music. i do have the choice actually to bring some mp3s or use my phone but i just opt not to. katakot kasi sa mata ng mga masasamang loob? eh?
i am into arts. yes, i am. i like drawing, painting and skecthing. when i was in high school , i used to join poster making contests. my collection of art materials used to be complete--from pastels, to watercolors to colored pencils and colored pens. but that was before. haha, i rarely even hold a pencil in my hand these days for the sake of art! i mean, io draw things before but more of them were usually abstract things, not the anime thingy that is most drawn by most people.
i am not into computer games. well i have not delved into RPGs but i guess,i easily get bored in dealing with a fake environment wherein every movement is simulated and artificial. pepsi, i want the real thing. but i ma planning to actually join an online kingdom and build my castle theer... i'm planning to be the princess of my own land and be who i am, the one who's unafraid to dare and to bold my identity...or is that quite addicting? haha, i do not want to get addicted. yikes, halohalo na naman.
i am into nature. yes, i even planned of becoming an environmental engineer! thing is, i don't grow a garden.... not so much of an outward hobby. more of an inner hobby. ah, i mean, caring for Mother Earth!
i am into cooking. yes, but not that much.
i am into cross stitching and crocheting! but i just don't do those things now..
hm, i think i get my own point here.
i even blurted out a joke.
hobby ko ang magtravel from diliman to marilao and vice versa.
nyay. di nga?haha
i don't want to get addicted perhaps to the pleasure that these things[hobbies] can give me and in the process, result to being negligent of my own real responsibilities. however, i know that i need to maintain a balance among the things that i must juggle in this life. my life is definitely not one dimensional. what i must do therefore is to make the most out of what God has given me because a boring life only starts when you have succumbed to the fact that you are indeed leading a boring life. and as for me, boring equates worthless... i must therefore persevere to continuously jest my senses and let my enthusiasm prevail.
an idle mind is the devil's workshop. ika nga di ba??
and so, i am now grabbing a book, a book that is all about happiness. :)
and i know, that this solitary phase will soon fade into oblivion as i sing psalms and recover the pieces of what i should really be.
lastly, don't miss out the fun. :)
hahahah,EEE days nga pala ngayon. hm, nasan ako? nasa bahay!
ang aga aga ko umuwi. eh kasi naman. nyay. :P
hm,
if i am to accomplish greater things, i must bear a greater heart.
plugging in; mixed as usual.
okay so i went home at around 9pm, yeah i think so.
i had a funny day. i'm not going to elaborate on the details. but it was really funny.
yesterday i had the realization that i should always have a resolution for the day. i think it helps me to become a better person and change the things that i really want to change. i don't want to pursue my not so good mood especially now that i am quite tired of frowning and sulking.
do the thing you can't do... this struck me. i sooper like bo sanchez and francis kong! unfortunately, i don't have all their books because they are so expensive and i like stopped na kaya form buying books cause i don't really get to read them that much! i mean, i read them once or twice or thrice and then, there you go... hehem but perhaps, if i have my own money na, i'll not hesitate to splurge on books! honestly.
yesterday, on my way home, i have talked to one of the alumnus of my Alma Mater in hs. he told me how he landed on his present job and how he managed to survive the odds of climbing into the corporate world. he even shared weith me the 'diskarte thing', saying that their batch valedictorian ended up in a call center agent because she was not able to pass the licensure examination for accountants. hm, pressure develops but i immediately dismiss the thought. i remember the fact that pressure only develops when you begin to question your own ability.
"minsan gusto ko lang magpakapagod sa ibang bagay"-- i keep on telling this line to myself. pampalubag loob siguro but i know that i should be efficient soon. i need to go back to the me who have brought me here. wah, hm, i am torn, really, between this and that. shucks. anyway my point is sabi nga ni Dora, "for you to get somewhere, you must decide that you don't want to stay from where you are...." hm, and i don't want here.
leadership. i have been so familiar with this term. since gs days, i have been bombarded with the question, "what is leadership?". every year, i have a different answer.which i think is improving. i even talked abouit this concept or way of life as i call it to a bunch of people, my co-leaders to be exact. my school has given me so many opportunities to stand in front and say my views on anything that concerns the welfare of the student body...hm.......oh well. that was before i came to UP. the point? i'm still searching for it
goodnight blogger. i think i need to sleep and rest. :)
i had a funny day. i'm not going to elaborate on the details. but it was really funny.
yesterday i had the realization that i should always have a resolution for the day. i think it helps me to become a better person and change the things that i really want to change. i don't want to pursue my not so good mood especially now that i am quite tired of frowning and sulking.
do the thing you can't do... this struck me. i sooper like bo sanchez and francis kong! unfortunately, i don't have all their books because they are so expensive and i like stopped na kaya form buying books cause i don't really get to read them that much! i mean, i read them once or twice or thrice and then, there you go... hehem but perhaps, if i have my own money na, i'll not hesitate to splurge on books! honestly.
yesterday, on my way home, i have talked to one of the alumnus of my Alma Mater in hs. he told me how he landed on his present job and how he managed to survive the odds of climbing into the corporate world. he even shared weith me the 'diskarte thing', saying that their batch valedictorian ended up in a call center agent because she was not able to pass the licensure examination for accountants. hm, pressure develops but i immediately dismiss the thought. i remember the fact that pressure only develops when you begin to question your own ability.
"minsan gusto ko lang magpakapagod sa ibang bagay"-- i keep on telling this line to myself. pampalubag loob siguro but i know that i should be efficient soon. i need to go back to the me who have brought me here. wah, hm, i am torn, really, between this and that. shucks. anyway my point is sabi nga ni Dora, "for you to get somewhere, you must decide that you don't want to stay from where you are...." hm, and i don't want here.
leadership. i have been so familiar with this term. since gs days, i have been bombarded with the question, "what is leadership?". every year, i have a different answer.which i think is improving. i even talked abouit this concept or way of life as i call it to a bunch of people, my co-leaders to be exact. my school has given me so many opportunities to stand in front and say my views on anything that concerns the welfare of the student body...hm.......oh well. that was before i came to UP. the point? i'm still searching for it
goodnight blogger. i think i need to sleep and rest. :)
after turning 18
...i took examinations.
wah, sorry kalat. hm, nahihilo na ako. i lack sleep. total sleep! but i choose to write on this blog.
it's been a while. siguro bukas na ako babalik at bukas na ako maglalabas ng mga mas maraming hinaing o whatsoever.
hm, hindi naman hinaing pero more of thoughts na dapat ilabas.
so public na itong blog na ito so let it be.
share my thoughts, hm, yes i will...
i'm gonna fix this, siguro sa bakasyon with all the links and stuffs,.
sa ngayon, i know, i need to do more important things,
xax, hindi pa ako nagbabasa ng jane eyre!
oh well, maglilitanya ako.
hm, honestly, i'm not feeling so well right now. awts tlga.
but i dont want to entertain that fact evenmore.
have you read Tuesdays with Morrie?
sabi dun, entertain your feeling for a while. in that span of moment, dun mo ibuhos lahat.
then afterwards, move on! yeah that's how it should be.
honestly, hindi rn ako sigurado kung may rason ang pagsulk ko.
to God be the glory and to God be everyhing.
yun lang naman palagi ang nagpapalakas ng loob ko.
aja!
wah, sorry kalat. hm, nahihilo na ako. i lack sleep. total sleep! but i choose to write on this blog.
it's been a while. siguro bukas na ako babalik at bukas na ako maglalabas ng mga mas maraming hinaing o whatsoever.
hm, hindi naman hinaing pero more of thoughts na dapat ilabas.
so public na itong blog na ito so let it be.
share my thoughts, hm, yes i will...
i'm gonna fix this, siguro sa bakasyon with all the links and stuffs,.
sa ngayon, i know, i need to do more important things,
xax, hindi pa ako nagbabasa ng jane eyre!
oh well, maglilitanya ako.
hm, honestly, i'm not feeling so well right now. awts tlga.
but i dont want to entertain that fact evenmore.
have you read Tuesdays with Morrie?
sabi dun, entertain your feeling for a while. in that span of moment, dun mo ibuhos lahat.
then afterwards, move on! yeah that's how it should be.
honestly, hindi rn ako sigurado kung may rason ang pagsulk ko.
to God be the glory and to God be everyhing.
yun lang naman palagi ang nagpapalakas ng loob ko.
aja!
a REALIZATION, again?
okay, so i always do have realizations. yah, seriously, i am the type of person who cogitates so much about things that there is always something popping out of my mind. the problem is that even though i always manage to think something deep or decides to change something about the way i relate to others or think, it seems that i am not faithful to my oath... i always deviate from what i am supposed to do. i know i know, it is usual for a person to go back and back and back to the 'old habits'... old habits die hard right? but when will i change? when will i start to move forward?
honestly, i dream of the time when i can go on my own. i want to do a lot of things. seriously. right now, i am just so enclosed in this box that surrounds me which totally limits me and my potentials. hm,....... thinking about that, hey, i can revise that line... hahaha, whatever.
my conversation with a friend this morning made me realize one thing. "i am not putting things into my heart". it hit me as he went on telling stories about his GE subjects, which i know, i know i have been quite taking for granted for the past semesters. another thing is the fact that whenever we have daily lectures, i somehow let myself sit in the class and let my mind dally over the Sahara Desert. i hate it. somehow, in the back of my mind, i am thinking... "i'll just study these things by myself..." wah, i hope i can realize how fortunate i am to have the chance to listen to the lectures of excellent professors. hm, which makes me believe that i should now begin my english12 homeworks!! yay!!!!
hm, hm, hm, :)
i'll just arrange the things in this blog some other time..... wahhh!!!
hope i had much time!!!!!
God bless me!
honestly, i dream of the time when i can go on my own. i want to do a lot of things. seriously. right now, i am just so enclosed in this box that surrounds me which totally limits me and my potentials. hm,....... thinking about that, hey, i can revise that line... hahaha, whatever.
my conversation with a friend this morning made me realize one thing. "i am not putting things into my heart". it hit me as he went on telling stories about his GE subjects, which i know, i know i have been quite taking for granted for the past semesters. another thing is the fact that whenever we have daily lectures, i somehow let myself sit in the class and let my mind dally over the Sahara Desert. i hate it. somehow, in the back of my mind, i am thinking... "i'll just study these things by myself..." wah, i hope i can realize how fortunate i am to have the chance to listen to the lectures of excellent professors. hm, which makes me believe that i should now begin my english12 homeworks!! yay!!!!
hm, hm, hm, :)
i'll just arrange the things in this blog some other time..... wahhh!!!
hope i had much time!!!!!
God bless me!
put things into your heart. work harder!
:)
hm, mixed.
emotion as oft he moment: rar.
okay. my first post for 2008...
sorry for the delay.
i am so busybwith school. as in.
sobraaaa... or so i thought?
hm, medyo palagi ako napupuyat.
may exam pa ako sa tuesday!
God blesses me!
hm, ayoko na lang magpost.
anlapit na ng birthday ko. yay. hm, hm, hm,...
o well. wala naman plans and i really doubt that there will be any.
ciao na lang.
i am planning to alleviate the mode of this site soon.
let me finish my exam first. hahaha :)
God blesses me talaga! :)
hm, i will improve this site.
sayang tlga, yung ehnz.blogspot.com, hindi na available.
okay. my first post for 2008...
sorry for the delay.
i am so busybwith school. as in.
sobraaaa... or so i thought?
hm, medyo palagi ako napupuyat.
may exam pa ako sa tuesday!
God blesses me!
hm, ayoko na lang magpost.
anlapit na ng birthday ko. yay. hm, hm, hm,...
o well. wala naman plans and i really doubt that there will be any.
ciao na lang.
i am planning to alleviate the mode of this site soon.
let me finish my exam first. hahaha :)
God blesses me talaga! :)
hm, i will improve this site.
sayang tlga, yung ehnz.blogspot.com, hindi na available.
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