pouring my heart out

the past events that have unfolded upon me made me believe that i am human.
...that i am capable of emotion and that most importantly, contrary to my belief, i have not been numb.

i don't want to shed even a tear because i am afraid that if i start to
cry, it may be too hard for me to stop.

....but crying is not that bad.perhaps, at times, it balances one's emotions....making her aware of her own existence.


happybirthday ellis.