okay so i did not touch my blogger for a few days.
i got myself doing some random stuffs like watching different series like prisonbreak (gosh, i adore Michael Scofields! he's hot :P), boys over flowers (i like Jun Pyo and Yi Jeong :P) and Gossip Girl (i'm still on season one though! uulitin ko siya kasi nahinto ako dti eh di ko natapos)..
anyway.
i was originaly planning to transfer my files in my laptop here in the pc because i need my laptop to be reformatted ASAP. but i read something and prompted me to blog.
and this is where my actual blog begins.
funnyhow. (i like this word even before).
funnyhow as kids, we run and play and then get caught with our own legs and fall... we cry, we wail, we scream like we own the place. we shed tears. and then mommy or daddy is there, ready to back us off. yeah, nothing new. i just saw my neighbor and his litle girl. same touching scene.
daddy is so proud that her girl is finally having her first steps on her own. child giggles, smiles, shouts daddy!! and runs towards her papa.... then suddenly, she trips and the next thing i knew, the previously happy scene turned out to be a sad one... with daddy's face, full of remorse that he allowed her daughter to walk that long on her own.... if only he has rescued her earlier, then his girl would not have acquired her bruises.
recently, i got a text message saying "be careful in beginning something that you might regret later on...." yeah it's nice.
but it's one of those quotations that get you into thinking after being mesmerized with the resonance of the words.
really, how can you know that you will regret a thing later on?
most people might claim that if one does not use his/her mind to think things through, his/her actions are most probably done on an impulsive nature--something that was a product of misjudgement or wrong thoughts of the moment. and so, there's a large chance that he/she will regret his/her decision. thing is, we don't always have lots of time to think.
spontaneity.
isn't it that this thing up here most often causes the bliss that human beings experience from their hormones when something exciting happens? or well, if point is not taken well, why do they always say that if you always use your head then you will not be happy... because most often, your mind is telling you things that are opposed to what your heart is vying for. yes, hearts don't think and speak but they feel. how many times have a human being succumbed to his/her emotions than his/or her rational side...? right. i'm not talking about the situation wherein you certainly know that you're breaking the Law yet you find comfort in it and so you continue doing it. anyway.... thing is, according to Rousseau, "Man is not a thinking machine. we are an emotional being--full of passion, desires." and sometimes, these things get the better of us and we commit things, place ourselves in a different path that can sometimes lead us to failing or in a child's case, tripping and having bruises. man, we don't always know what will be the outcome of our actions and we have no glimpse of whether the things that we have just started will turn out to be something that we'll regret later on! just as i did not plan this blog to become like this right.
sometimes, we are just in that particular moment. and we feel that it's the right time. we trust our instincts. we feel fine. we feel happy. we experience a momentary taste of heaven-like contentment because our emotions are fed up. but what if at the end of the day,, you see yourself looking back and seeing yourself do the thing that you have just done and to your dismay, you don't enjoy watching the scene that you are seeing. okay, too many words. in short, what if you are regretting. yet for all you know, you can't turn your back on it now. right?
michael scofield did not answer the call of his brother because he was with this lawyer, in her pad. turned out, his brother sought the refuge of the people who would condemn him into prison and death. michael entered prison to rescue his brother but his plan is deteriorating. he and his borther will be caught up there, even for a longer time.
one really never knows.
but maybe, just maybe, that's the reason why there are such words as detour, catharsis, change, betterment... because people have a chance.
your past does not define your future.
it all depends on what course of actions you'll take next.
and you have to be firm in doing the right things.
you have to stand your ground and make sure that your defenses aren't broken.
you have to maintain your ideals.
because for all you know,
some detours are not always available and some consequences are too hard to handle.
we just have to remember that our Father is always ready to catch us and take care of us. we just need to realize that we don't really need to reach the ground before seeking His safe sanctuary.
i got myself doing some random stuffs like watching different series like prisonbreak (gosh, i adore Michael Scofields! he's hot :P), boys over flowers (i like Jun Pyo and Yi Jeong :P) and Gossip Girl (i'm still on season one though! uulitin ko siya kasi nahinto ako dti eh di ko natapos)..
anyway.
i was originaly planning to transfer my files in my laptop here in the pc because i need my laptop to be reformatted ASAP. but i read something and prompted me to blog.
and this is where my actual blog begins.
funnyhow. (i like this word even before).
funnyhow as kids, we run and play and then get caught with our own legs and fall... we cry, we wail, we scream like we own the place. we shed tears. and then mommy or daddy is there, ready to back us off. yeah, nothing new. i just saw my neighbor and his litle girl. same touching scene.
daddy is so proud that her girl is finally having her first steps on her own. child giggles, smiles, shouts daddy!! and runs towards her papa.... then suddenly, she trips and the next thing i knew, the previously happy scene turned out to be a sad one... with daddy's face, full of remorse that he allowed her daughter to walk that long on her own.... if only he has rescued her earlier, then his girl would not have acquired her bruises.
recently, i got a text message saying "be careful in beginning something that you might regret later on...." yeah it's nice.
but it's one of those quotations that get you into thinking after being mesmerized with the resonance of the words.
really, how can you know that you will regret a thing later on?
most people might claim that if one does not use his/her mind to think things through, his/her actions are most probably done on an impulsive nature--something that was a product of misjudgement or wrong thoughts of the moment. and so, there's a large chance that he/she will regret his/her decision. thing is, we don't always have lots of time to think.
spontaneity.
isn't it that this thing up here most often causes the bliss that human beings experience from their hormones when something exciting happens? or well, if point is not taken well, why do they always say that if you always use your head then you will not be happy... because most often, your mind is telling you things that are opposed to what your heart is vying for. yes, hearts don't think and speak but they feel. how many times have a human being succumbed to his/her emotions than his/or her rational side...? right. i'm not talking about the situation wherein you certainly know that you're breaking the Law yet you find comfort in it and so you continue doing it. anyway.... thing is, according to Rousseau, "Man is not a thinking machine. we are an emotional being--full of passion, desires." and sometimes, these things get the better of us and we commit things, place ourselves in a different path that can sometimes lead us to failing or in a child's case, tripping and having bruises. man, we don't always know what will be the outcome of our actions and we have no glimpse of whether the things that we have just started will turn out to be something that we'll regret later on! just as i did not plan this blog to become like this right.
sometimes, we are just in that particular moment. and we feel that it's the right time. we trust our instincts. we feel fine. we feel happy. we experience a momentary taste of heaven-like contentment because our emotions are fed up. but what if at the end of the day,, you see yourself looking back and seeing yourself do the thing that you have just done and to your dismay, you don't enjoy watching the scene that you are seeing. okay, too many words. in short, what if you are regretting. yet for all you know, you can't turn your back on it now. right?
michael scofield did not answer the call of his brother because he was with this lawyer, in her pad. turned out, his brother sought the refuge of the people who would condemn him into prison and death. michael entered prison to rescue his brother but his plan is deteriorating. he and his borther will be caught up there, even for a longer time.
one really never knows.
but maybe, just maybe, that's the reason why there are such words as detour, catharsis, change, betterment... because people have a chance.
your past does not define your future.
it all depends on what course of actions you'll take next.
and you have to be firm in doing the right things.
you have to stand your ground and make sure that your defenses aren't broken.
you have to maintain your ideals.
because for all you know,
some detours are not always available and some consequences are too hard to handle.
we just have to remember that our Father is always ready to catch us and take care of us. we just need to realize that we don't really need to reach the ground before seeking His safe sanctuary.
