......,

when signs point to different directions, where should i go?
this is not a form of ranting... nor do i complain about my situation.
i am just plain confused.
what should i do?
what should i do?
please enlighten me Lord. please.

should i really give up???
give up this dream???
Lord, what is Your plan?

i need to pray. and to meditate. or maybe i just need to sleep.